micheleking
Full Member
well its day 1 of a new life planned...
let me tell you about me and my reasons to stay on his diet come rain or shine.
I grew up as a child with no confidence, zero self worth and basically a slave to my parents needs.(thats another story for mybe another day)
I got married at 18 and had my eldest daughter at 19.. since my wedding in 1990 I have gained 12 stone in weight.
Thats from a lovely size 8 to a now size 26/28.(gross)
I suffer from antiphoslipid syndrome which causes miscarriages and joint pain. after going through 8 miscarriages i was blessed 2 years ago with my miracle Grace.
However, since i went through PND and even though my hubby supported me i feel different about him now.
Being the weight I am makes me feel no one in their right mind would ever want me!! so, only me can put this right!!!
I really want to be able to do more with my little Girl without being out of puff!.I want to feel good about myself and insteadof going into Evans shop in normal highstreet shops like Next. Plus i want to feel good enough for a man to want me!!!.
a long list i know... but currently i weigh nearly 21 stone so my first goal is to get under 20 stone, and handle these hunger pains!!!....
encouragement along the weigh is so so needed all so please let me see your lovely lovely words.
let me tell you about me and my reasons to stay on his diet come rain or shine.
I grew up as a child with no confidence, zero self worth and basically a slave to my parents needs.(thats another story for mybe another day)
I got married at 18 and had my eldest daughter at 19.. since my wedding in 1990 I have gained 12 stone in weight.
Thats from a lovely size 8 to a now size 26/28.(gross)
I suffer from antiphoslipid syndrome which causes miscarriages and joint pain. after going through 8 miscarriages i was blessed 2 years ago with my miracle Grace.
However, since i went through PND and even though my hubby supported me i feel different about him now.
Being the weight I am makes me feel no one in their right mind would ever want me!! so, only me can put this right!!!
I really want to be able to do more with my little Girl without being out of puff!.I want to feel good about myself and insteadof going into Evans shop in normal highstreet shops like Next. Plus i want to feel good enough for a man to want me!!!.
a long list i know... but currently i weigh nearly 21 stone so my first goal is to get under 20 stone, and handle these hunger pains!!!....
encouragement along the weigh is so so needed all so please let me see your lovely lovely words.