When I did it last time I was exactly the same- the thought of it made me gag, I just couldn't face it, the texture, the flavour- everything- I just didn't want it...... In week 3 I was sorting the kids out then everything went black n I passed out whilst looking after my twins .... This was last year- I'm back onnit and will treat that 3rd shake like medicine that I have to take- its not worth it- I felt fine, thought I had no effects- until I collapsed. Was awful :-( every1 was blaming the diet but it was my fault