Helen, sorry to hear about cat but at least your pet is home again. Hope everything will be forgotten and you will have happy kitty again 
 
Now as for me …
Thank you all for kind words. This pound or two that I have gained wont change a thing. I will go strong. Now other thing is, I think I may have put too big of challenge on my way and thats why I slipping. 
I wanted to be 99.99 kg in 1/01/15 but fact is its just too much to want and only thinking about it, will make me more vulnerable. Therefore I will change my target. 105 kg is my new target to be in 1/1/15. If I get there I have done amazingly well. If not I have done even better 
 
This out of the way I have few more things to tell …
Hello, my name is Rita and I was naught today. 
- How naughty ? 
- Very naughty, very.…
Lol, seems I played the game " eat everything you see and who feels like
bin at the end of the day wins " 
And by everything I mean everything. 100+ syns I guess. 
Want to know secret tho ? Im happy, I dont feel guilty or upset ( how can I after all those snacks ). I feel happy 

 I needed little fat and sugar and Im glad I did. Now I can take all the gain I have this Saturday and keep moving forward 
 
Starting tomorrow tho 

 not going to wait for Saturday. 
Sorry I did not make any photos of all that crap I eat today - actually I wasnt so bad. I had about 10 onion-rings, handful of chips. Mayo and ketchup. 1 biscuit. 1 piece of carrot cake. Not lean meat burger 100g with tomatoes and cheese. Coffee. 1 slice of margareta pizza. Thats it. Hahah - now when I wrote everything in here I can see it s a lot , but could be worse 
Anyway - thank you all for support and welcome to threat PSP 

 nice to see you here. 
Oh -
Forgot , I race bus today and I won 

 something I would never be able to do 6 months ago. Bus left the stop and close door in front of me. Next bus is in 15 min so I run to next stop and was there before bus 
 
( leaving out the part that bus had to make little round and next stop wasnt so far away, but STILL 

 )
Good night my dears , see you tomorrow