Beckiebethlola
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ColJack said:1. I want to live a long life an not die before I'm 60 from weight related issues..
2. I want to find someone to love me
3. I want to believe that someone could love me
4. I want to walk down the street and not think that every person I pass is thinking to themselves "look at that fat git"
5. I want to be able to do my job properly again ( the next few are related to this )
6. I want to not worry about breaking someones ceiling if I go up in their loft.
7. I want to be able to get certified to use a cherry picker ( I can't at the moment because I'm too big to fit in the safety harness )
8. I want to not worry if a ladder can support me
9. I want to be able to go somewhere with tables and chairs ( meetings, restraunts etc ) and not worry beforehand if the chairs have arms so that I fit them
10. I want to be able to buy any car I want and not worry if I'll fit in the seat ( some with center consoles I'm too wide, some I'm too long in the leg but that's caused by a big bum pushing me forwards )
11. I want to go to an amusement park and be able to ride the rides.
12. I want to be able to walk uphill without getting out of breath.
and I'm sure there are lots more but I've reduced myself to tears thinking about it and it's hard to type..
I love your brutal honesty here. I really wish I had the guts to do this!
Good luck with everything babe x
