abz
Gold Member
well, that's it for me and ss and ss+ i believe. i'm so tired, lethargic and dizzy most of the time. i have all the packs i need, drink all the water i should and a wee bit more for good measure but the scales aint moving and the pounds are moving swiftly out of my bank account rather than off my ass!!
my cdc recommended exercising to try and boost my metabolism but this just made me feel worse.
so... hopefully moving up onto the 1000 plan will give me the kick i need. i need to address the abject fear of eating again and not gaining weight in any case...
i am expecting to massively fall off the wagon as soon as i sniff a carb. but if this happens i am going to accept it and clamber back on. i'm not talking myself into the fact that this is ok, but i can see and feel it looming after the sheer desperation of the last couple of weeks and i don't want it sending me into a week-long binge. if i'm bad tonight (as it's my first 1000 evening) then i'll move on and start afresh as a 1000er in the morning.
wish me luck. i have the feeling that i'm going to need it!!
abz xx
my cdc recommended exercising to try and boost my metabolism but this just made me feel worse.
so... hopefully moving up onto the 1000 plan will give me the kick i need. i need to address the abject fear of eating again and not gaining weight in any case...
i am expecting to massively fall off the wagon as soon as i sniff a carb. but if this happens i am going to accept it and clamber back on. i'm not talking myself into the fact that this is ok, but i can see and feel it looming after the sheer desperation of the last couple of weeks and i don't want it sending me into a week-long binge. if i'm bad tonight (as it's my first 1000 evening) then i'll move on and start afresh as a 1000er in the morning.
wish me luck. i have the feeling that i'm going to need it!!
abz xx