I'M-GONNA-DO-IT
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this will be any experiment. maybe that is not the way i should put it but that is how i feel about it. i have struggled with my weight issue for along time now. I'm great at starting things and i would have so much momentum and inspiration and exuberance for the first few weeks......and guess what? I LOST FAT AND I FELT STRONG, HEALTHY, JUST AWESOME, AND DAMN SEXY! then something would happen, maybe it was a meal, or me looking in the mirror and saying that its not happening fast enough or what ever. then that bad thought leads to another and another. and soon i'm stuffing my face with cakes or whatever which are making me feel even more horrible. yep, it all started with just a thought. and then i'd think, you idiot, if you couldve just could've ignored that having the bad meal or turned that bad though into good, you would've still been on tract and progressed so much more, and instead where are you a evan fatter blob.
i have just realized how powerful the mind and thoughts really are! and you know what i am thankful that i was given this gift, this knowledge. i wonder about all the people that don't know or choose to ignore and i am thankful for my open mindedness, for being able to make this connection.
my fat will just melt away. how? because i want it to melt away, because i deserve it. i am going to wake up at 4:50AM, get dressed, hydrated and at 5:00AM will go for an early jog. i never once before stopped and appreciated the fact that i COULD WALK, THAT I COULD JOG! i have no bad knees, or pain. I APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT I CAN LOSE WEIGHT, THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY CRONIC ILLNESS THAT MAKES IT IMPOSSIBLE AND DIFFICULT TO LOSE FAT! i see this time as a time of peace where the air is clean, the traffic light, a time to let my body wake up and my mind soar with possibilities.
i wanted to start this thread when my i shoot myself in the foot so to say. meaning if i start second doubting myself. i didn't want to type that because its like i already am and I'm shifting the energy into the negative and not in alignment with my goal.
i have just realized how powerful the mind and thoughts really are! and you know what i am thankful that i was given this gift, this knowledge. i wonder about all the people that don't know or choose to ignore and i am thankful for my open mindedness, for being able to make this connection.
my fat will just melt away. how? because i want it to melt away, because i deserve it. i am going to wake up at 4:50AM, get dressed, hydrated and at 5:00AM will go for an early jog. i never once before stopped and appreciated the fact that i COULD WALK, THAT I COULD JOG! i have no bad knees, or pain. I APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT I CAN LOSE WEIGHT, THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY CRONIC ILLNESS THAT MAKES IT IMPOSSIBLE AND DIFFICULT TO LOSE FAT! i see this time as a time of peace where the air is clean, the traffic light, a time to let my body wake up and my mind soar with possibilities.
i wanted to start this thread when my i shoot myself in the foot so to say. meaning if i start second doubting myself. i didn't want to type that because its like i already am and I'm shifting the energy into the negative and not in alignment with my goal.