LISACDVIRGIN
Silver Member
Hello All! Well After The Weekend From Hell, I Am Feeling Slightly Better Today!
Woke Up On Saturday Morning With Face Swollen Up As Though I'd Been In A Boxing Match! Then Came The Excruciating Earache And Then My Glands Started To Swell Up. I Thought I Was In For Glandular Fever--i've Had It Twice In 5 Years-- And Was Honestly Feeling Awful. Thank Goodness It Wasn't However But Got Myself Up To My Local Nhs Direct Hospital Who Gave Me Antibiotics And Paracetomol.
Only Thing Was The Antibiotics Were "after Evry Meal Ones". I Could've Cried. I Made The Choice To Come Off Ssing Though As I Knew The Sooner I Get Better The Sooner My Head Will Be In Right Place To Do It Again.
So Last Night I Was Looking Through My Box--does Any1 Else Hav A Box?? Like Of All Old Photos And Letters And Cards And Stuff? Mine Date Back To When I Was At Primary School!!
Anyway I Was Looking Through My Box Feeling Sorry For Myself And I Came Across A Photo Of Me 5 Years Ago In Ibiza On A Girly Holiday And If I Do Say So Myself---i Looked Fab! I Was So Slim And Toned And Tanned And My Outfit Was Gorgeous Haha! Anyway I Was So Shocked Looking At This Photo As All I Remember From That Holiday Was Feeling Like The Fattest Girl On Holiday. I Then Looked At My Yearbook Photos From 6th Form At School And Again I Looked Thin. Thinner Even Than When On Holiday But All I Remember From That Period Of Time Was Hating Myself Because Of My Weight. Looking At Those Photos Have Given Me Such A Kick Up The Bum For When I Restart On Wednesday! I Know I Can Be Slim And Gorgeous So I Should Have Nothing Stopping Me!!!!!! My Friend Is Coming Over Today With Her Holiday Pics From That Time And I Am Going To Plaster Them Over My Bedroom Mirror, Bathroon Mirror, Fridge And Anywhere Else I Can Find! I Know I Can Do This!!! Roll On My Restart On Wednesday And Getting Rid Of This Damned Earache!!!!!!!! Love To U All! Xx
Woke Up On Saturday Morning With Face Swollen Up As Though I'd Been In A Boxing Match! Then Came The Excruciating Earache And Then My Glands Started To Swell Up. I Thought I Was In For Glandular Fever--i've Had It Twice In 5 Years-- And Was Honestly Feeling Awful. Thank Goodness It Wasn't However But Got Myself Up To My Local Nhs Direct Hospital Who Gave Me Antibiotics And Paracetomol.
Only Thing Was The Antibiotics Were "after Evry Meal Ones". I Could've Cried. I Made The Choice To Come Off Ssing Though As I Knew The Sooner I Get Better The Sooner My Head Will Be In Right Place To Do It Again.
So Last Night I Was Looking Through My Box--does Any1 Else Hav A Box?? Like Of All Old Photos And Letters And Cards And Stuff? Mine Date Back To When I Was At Primary School!!
Anyway I Was Looking Through My Box Feeling Sorry For Myself And I Came Across A Photo Of Me 5 Years Ago In Ibiza On A Girly Holiday And If I Do Say So Myself---i Looked Fab! I Was So Slim And Toned And Tanned And My Outfit Was Gorgeous Haha! Anyway I Was So Shocked Looking At This Photo As All I Remember From That Holiday Was Feeling Like The Fattest Girl On Holiday. I Then Looked At My Yearbook Photos From 6th Form At School And Again I Looked Thin. Thinner Even Than When On Holiday But All I Remember From That Period Of Time Was Hating Myself Because Of My Weight. Looking At Those Photos Have Given Me Such A Kick Up The Bum For When I Restart On Wednesday! I Know I Can Be Slim And Gorgeous So I Should Have Nothing Stopping Me!!!!!! My Friend Is Coming Over Today With Her Holiday Pics From That Time And I Am Going To Plaster Them Over My Bedroom Mirror, Bathroon Mirror, Fridge And Anywhere Else I Can Find! I Know I Can Do This!!! Roll On My Restart On Wednesday And Getting Rid Of This Damned Earache!!!!!!!! Love To U All! Xx