My diary from day 3

Treating urself is the best booster ever!!! On Monday I brought myself a pair of stunning flip flops from monsoon and lovely pepp toe espadrilles from river island... Really I wanted clothes but not now! Not size 16 so I got footwear and new make up & perfume:) felt sooo good, and looking at all the stuff I'm gonna buy!!

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My treeeat!!!! :-D when I'm 13st (13lb to go!!!) I will treat myself again :)
 
wannabefitatthirty said:
Treating urself is the best booster ever!!! On Monday I brought myself a pair of stunning flip flops from monsoon and lovely pepp toe espadrilles from river island... Really I wanted clothes but not now! Not size 16 so I got footwear and new make up & perfume:) felt sooo good, and looking at all the stuff I'm gonna buy!!

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My treeeat!!!! :-D when I'm 13st (13lb to go!!!) I will treat myself again :)
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Ahhhhhhhhh.. I want them, I want them! Aren't they gorgeous !!! Yes I think I'll do the same. I went into the 13's last night. I think I'll book a pedicure for 12's. My husband bought me MAC makeup makeover/lesson for mothers day so I have that when I get to goal. Have you seen the body shots app for before and after pics. I did my pics and measurements recently.
 
Ooooh thanks for reminding me, I got a £80 voucher for local salon to have any treatment i want :) Oooh completely forgot about that! Think I'll use that for when I get in 12's :)

Those flip flops r gorgeous aren't they!! They're £15 in monsoon/accessorize if u want them lol the detail is beautiful

My size 16s r getting a bit loose, hope some of my size 14 friends have some cast offs they don't want! Lol when I was 16 & 12st 6lbs I was a size 12 trousers so that's what I'm going for :)
 
Am tucked up in bed at end of day 4... Did a personal training session today (1hour & outdoors in rubbish weather) I actually don't kno how I got through it lol. This for me isn't just about lbs...

It's about changing my shape and setting me up for when Cambridge ends in about 4 weeks (only have 1st 13lbs left to go!!!) and building my fitness levels and giving me a base to start healthy eating & exercise for life... I kno that when I stop Cambridge I will put on about 6lbs, I've done that twice before, but it does start coming off again the week after and I've got to accept it and continue working hard.

I was in the newspapers a couple of months ago- as apparently I looked like Natalie Cassidy (Sonia from eastenders) and 'apparentely' I spent 12k to not look like her (I didn't, story mostly rubbish lol but I got paid & needed the money lol) anyway my picture was published and the comments left on daily mail website r awful- so insulting n made me feel crap. Then this morning tv show offered me to have a make over from looking like Sonia from eastenders which was great fun, but backstage I really struggled to fit into a size 18.... Soooo humiliating!!!! I still have the dress I wore on there n it's getting bigger n bigger (I'm getting smaller & smaller)


Hunger Wise I've been fine today, but been stuck in & bored so actually today has dragged, and I prepared a really healthy dinner for kids -fresh chicken pieces with a BBQ glaze, roasted peppers, rice & peas and potato wedges... Ok not that healthy lol but it did make me think about the way I want my diet to b when Cambridge is finished. Would rather b busy, out & about & forgetting about food:-/

I got my man to take a pic of me in my undies- and it's totally unlike me, but I'm embarrassed:-( I really am, my stomach actually looks deformed :(
I kno that I've had 5 kids n it's gonna b- but it's shockingly disgusting. I feel absolutely gross and have no idea how my poor man can bare to look at me with my wobbly tummy, apron of fat :-( I'm disgusted- but ykno what I'm gonna post it in my diary

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I posted it (and am DYING OF EMBARRASSMENT) but want to do it so u can all see it, and b on my journey with me & also so I have it on record and can happily show u the new me when I'm at goal.....any comments welcome- I can't feel any worse about my disgustingly fat body :-/
 
wannabefitatthirty said:
Am tucked up in bed at end of day 4... Did a personal training session today (1hour & outdoors in rubbish weather) I actually don't kno how I got through it lol. This for me isn't just about lbs...

It's about changing my shape and setting me up for when Cambridge ends in about 4 weeks (only have 1st 13lbs left to go!!!) and building my fitness levels and giving me a base to start healthy eating & exercise for life... I kno that when I stop Cambridge I will put on about 6lbs, I've done that twice before, but it does start coming off again the week after and I've got to accept it and continue working hard.

I was in the newspapers a couple of months ago- as apparently I looked like Natalie Cassidy (Sonia from eastenders) and 'apparentely' I spent 12k to not look like her (I didn't, story mostly rubbish lol but I got paid & needed the money lol) anyway my picture was published and the comments left on daily mail website r awful- so insulting n made me feel crap. Then this morning tv show offered me to have a make over from looking like Sonia from eastenders which was great fun, but backstage I really struggled to fit into a size 18.... Soooo humiliating!!!! I still have the dress I wore on there n it's getting bigger n bigger (I'm getting smaller & smaller)

Hunger Wise I've been fine today, but been stuck in & bored so actually today has dragged, and I prepared a really healthy dinner for kids -fresh chicken pieces with a BBQ glaze, roasted peppers, rice & peas and potato wedges... Ok not that healthy lol but it did make me think about the way I want my diet to b when Cambridge is finished. Would rather b busy, out & about & forgetting about food:-/

I got my man to take a pic of me in my undies- and it's totally unlike me, but I'm embarrassed:-( I really am, my stomach actually looks deformed :(
I kno that I've had 5 kids n it's gonna b- but it's shockingly disgusting. I feel absolutely gross and have no idea how my poor man can bare to look at me with my wobbly tummy, apron of fat :-( I'm disgusted- but ykno what I'm gonna post it in my diary

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I posted it (and am DYING OF EMBARRASSMENT) but want to do it so u can all see it, and b on my journey with me & also so I have it on record and can happily show u the new me when I'm at goal.....any comments welcome- I can't feel any worse about my disgustingly fat body :-/
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Good for you for doing exercise!.. I'm using excuse that I can't exercise on SS+ . Good for you for posting a pic. You're not disgusting!!!! My tummy is like that from having babies too but exercise will sort that out. Please don't be too hard on yourself. Bet your fella is proud of you for your determination and passion. (By the way you've got killer legs and boobs!!!.. Wish mine were like that!!!! )

I too have been looking at the food I'm preparing for the children and what I used to shove in my gob. When I'm at target weight I may join slimming world if I'm allowed so I can maintain my weight.. Maybe Cambridge will be ad supportive when only eating real food, not thought about it too deeply.

Lastly.. You shouldn't take any notice of negative comments, esp on sites like that. I've not experienced it myself but some sick, jealous fools say vile things just for the kick. I think you're ace!
 
Thank u so much willow- so so sweet of u to say x I am so embarrassed about pic- n if I wasn't doing anything about it then I wouldn't have posted- but I kno I'm going to shed it. My legs r weird- even when I was 19st they were like that lol It does look weird- and cos I mainly carry weight on my stomach & face I always get asked when I'm due! Nothing ruins ur day more than some1 thinking ur pregnant when ur not! Lol
 
I'm joining slimming world too as ther one right by my house n I already have books etc (from various failed attempts... Am actually really excited about starting cos my book has my last weight innit as 15st 4lbs so they will b well impressed when I walk in at 12st lol
 
After 5 kids ur figure is great!!!! I can only imagine how huge u got with twins, i gained 5 & half stone with just one!!!!! Iv had a second son since tho... My tummy is my demon also :( but, we'll get there!!
Hope my pic makes u feel better :) x
 

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wannabefitatthirty said:
I'm joining slimming world too as ther one right by my house n I already have books etc (from various failed attempts... Am actually really excited about starting cos my book has my last weight innit as 15st 4lbs so they will b well impressed when I walk in at 12st lol
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Me toooo!!! Exactly what im gonna do!! My ladt weight with them last april 2010 was 14stone 9 so cant wait to go back at 11st9 !!!!!
 
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On a side view its a horrid overhang, it gets really sore i hate my tummy too :( damn kiddies!!
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Don't you think we're all too hard on ourselves? Celebrities are plastic airbrushed fakes.. I bet they all look like us underneath their spanks and girdles!!
 
I agree x 1 this this morning tv show did give me was an amazing girdle & spanks lol so I will look lovely in my new dress I'm buying for my friends party in 3 weeks lol will post pics of course lol
 
Wannabeflirty your belly is no way as bad aside and I've had 2 children (whoppers, but still only 2).you are so brave posting that pic. My eldest tool pics of me but I cannot post those until I'm smaller all over, it's all I can do to keep them on
My phone!!! You look great, honest ?
 
I agree Willow!

Girls you look fab! Don't be so harsh on yourselves you are doing something about it that's the main thing! It won't be long until we are all looking like some of the girls off a music video!! Haha!!

Cassie loved your new flip flops earlier, so gorgeous! They will look great on those amazing pins you have, wish I had your legs!!

I'm at end of day 4 too, haven't really felt too hungry at all today only had 3 CD pack (was on 4 per day) was really busy at work though and had a huge lack of energy mid afternoon - that's probably the biggest negative so far - I am really tired and sluggish! But hey if that's the biggest negative at the mo then it's all good! It could be a lot worse!

Got my ketostix's today, I will try them out in the morning! Will keep you posted!

Night ladies :)
 
Your looking amazing, can't believe your the same person in the face pic! Your doing so well and well I just in shock still at pic, just amazingly different!
Well done Hun xxx :)

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