pinklyn
Member
well after one off the worst years iv ever had iv decided to start exante maddness really as im still going through it.
i was 14 stone in may when i slipped a disc in my back and im stil having physio for it but since may i gained two stone due to lack off movement aswell as my love for food x
but it made me realise how bad i had got and tht i had to do something now as i turned 36 in sept.
i have an 11 yr old son who is my life but since gaining the weight im to embarresed to go out or do anything with him x
i started the diet two weeks ago and lost 12 in my first week and i weigh in again tomorrow x
and i see on here everyone being so positive but im scared as the amount i want to lose is so over whelming to me and even though i have been very good on the diet and lost to me a huge amount of weight at the moment i feel like i will be on this diet forever x
i think once i start to see it in my body then i will cheer up abit, i just want to live again instead off hiding away x
i really hope i have not depressed anyone lol thought i would be as honest as i could
i was 14 stone in may when i slipped a disc in my back and im stil having physio for it but since may i gained two stone due to lack off movement aswell as my love for food x
but it made me realise how bad i had got and tht i had to do something now as i turned 36 in sept.
i have an 11 yr old son who is my life but since gaining the weight im to embarresed to go out or do anything with him x
i started the diet two weeks ago and lost 12 in my first week and i weigh in again tomorrow x
and i see on here everyone being so positive but im scared as the amount i want to lose is so over whelming to me and even though i have been very good on the diet and lost to me a huge amount of weight at the moment i feel like i will be on this diet forever x
i think once i start to see it in my body then i will cheer up abit, i just want to live again instead off hiding away x
i really hope i have not depressed anyone lol thought i would be as honest as i could