If I don't do it this time, I may as well just give up. I need to get myself slimmer and healthier. Today is day one. I've just weighed myself and found I'm heavier than I've ever been. I can't afford to attend any groups so I'm going to have to try and do this at home. I hope I can get a bit of support off here because I honestly don't know if I'm capable of succeeding.