twilightpumpkin
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I dont know if anyone will read this not sure where to start ive had issues with my weight as long as i can remember was big as a kid about 13 stone then did the atkins diet lost weight but one time i ate chocolates and felt guilty so made myself sick then i thought why not do it after everything i eat i thought everyone else was missing out because i could eat what i wanted and still lose weight but before i knew it bulimia had a firm hold on me i was 16 im 25 now.
Over the years my weight has fluctuated i stayed ten stone till about 19 even though i thought i was big then i got pregnant with twins think i went upto about 15stone. I lost my weight the wrong way which i am ashamed about i went to about 9.5 stone. I then tried to eat healthily with bingeing in between and stayed at about ten stone. I did weight watchers went down to about 8 stone 13.Then 2010 was a horrific year with personal issues in my family and my weight crept up as i comfort ate i tried slimming world and lost a bit but panicked at going to the groups from years of how im mentally involved with food.
This year i hit my highest 13stone 11 since january ive done healthy eating weight watcher slimming world 5:2 diet none of them suiting me i then tried to do just healthy eating but im mainly healthy in the week and bingeing on weekends. Im around 12 stone 8ish now and fed up and would really like to try slimming world so all my family can eat meals together to try and save money too. I am nervous as im instantly worrying i wont lose any weight tips would be highly appreciated as im not that familiar with slimming world.
I go to alton towers at the end october for my twins birthday and then for mine and would really like to have lost for then as i will be going to splash landings and will have to wear a swimming costume of some sort im terrified of failing again but i really want to try and set a good example for my 5 year old daughters as my relationship with food and my weight isnt a good one.
Im starting tommorow(haha i know that old chestnut but will be going shopping then to stock up). Im worried because the variety of fruit and vegetables i like isnt massive im hoping this wont affect me doing slimming world. At the moment it all feels a bit daunting i will be doing extra easy any advice is welcome thankyou
id like to hopefully keep a food diary so i can keep a track on things as ive found this helps in the past i felt positive this morning but can already tell im doubting myself which i known isnt going to help. I originally said i wanted to have lost my weight for summer which hasnt happened i do not want the same thing to happen with alton towers i would like to be ten stone not sure if this is achieveable but id like to be close. Until tommorow
Over the years my weight has fluctuated i stayed ten stone till about 19 even though i thought i was big then i got pregnant with twins think i went upto about 15stone. I lost my weight the wrong way which i am ashamed about i went to about 9.5 stone. I then tried to eat healthily with bingeing in between and stayed at about ten stone. I did weight watchers went down to about 8 stone 13.Then 2010 was a horrific year with personal issues in my family and my weight crept up as i comfort ate i tried slimming world and lost a bit but panicked at going to the groups from years of how im mentally involved with food.
This year i hit my highest 13stone 11 since january ive done healthy eating weight watcher slimming world 5:2 diet none of them suiting me i then tried to do just healthy eating but im mainly healthy in the week and bingeing on weekends. Im around 12 stone 8ish now and fed up and would really like to try slimming world so all my family can eat meals together to try and save money too. I am nervous as im instantly worrying i wont lose any weight tips would be highly appreciated as im not that familiar with slimming world.
I go to alton towers at the end october for my twins birthday and then for mine and would really like to have lost for then as i will be going to splash landings and will have to wear a swimming costume of some sort im terrified of failing again but i really want to try and set a good example for my 5 year old daughters as my relationship with food and my weight isnt a good one.
Im starting tommorow(haha i know that old chestnut but will be going shopping then to stock up). Im worried because the variety of fruit and vegetables i like isnt massive im hoping this wont affect me doing slimming world. At the moment it all feels a bit daunting i will be doing extra easy any advice is welcome thankyou
id like to hopefully keep a food diary so i can keep a track on things as ive found this helps in the past i felt positive this morning but can already tell im doubting myself which i known isnt going to help. I originally said i wanted to have lost my weight for summer which hasnt happened i do not want the same thing to happen with alton towers i would like to be ten stone not sure if this is achieveable but id like to be close. Until tommorow
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