Hezz123
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Ok, abit of a funny time to start a diary but im finding things pretty tough at the moment. I knew this would happen - i've been doing so well, i've lost my first stone
and i've found it fairly easy - I didnt know where the hell my strength came from this time around, after years of failed diets, but i just kept at it. Anyway, ive been using Lipobind, which helps suppress my appetite. And I had no idea just how much it was supressing my appetite until I finished the first box.:cry: Im waiting on a new pack to arrive and my appetite has came right back. I made a TOTAL pig of myself yesterday (compared to how well ive been doing), and now i feel completely de-motivated, like all my hard work is going to waste - I know what I should do - just pick myself up and dust myself off, but Im finding it hard right now.:tear_drop: Its not that I just want food all the time, my biggest problem is that I want to be thin NOW, i want results NOW, and that is what I think causes me to fail alot of the time.
Im determined that the stone i have lost will NEVER GO BACK ON AGAIN, but I have 5 more to lose, and the thought of it taking months just fills me with absolute dread:sigh:. I need some inspiration and motivation, a great big kick up the bum basically, so any words of wisdom will be much appreciated!
Im determined that the stone i have lost will NEVER GO BACK ON AGAIN, but I have 5 more to lose, and the thought of it taking months just fills me with absolute dread:sigh:. I need some inspiration and motivation, a great big kick up the bum basically, so any words of wisdom will be much appreciated!