SLACK ALICE
Silver Member
Hi all .... Long time no post... I have been lurking and looking at all your great losses.
Since the end of July I have put BACK ON 10LBS !!!!! There said it ..
I have had some crap weeks, wot with son not being funded to go to college, my health , arguments with daughter over looking after son for 2 days a week -her having no job and just existing between here and her boyfriends house .
Social services being a right pain and the OT Telling me I need a hoist and when I ask for one she wont let me have one - because I will take it out of the house . Wheelchair being ridiculous- not getting a new one till nearer xmas- he's been waiting since July .............
And that is why I have said Bugger it and gave up :cry::cry::cry:.
I am really mad at myself I know its all my fault but when I get all this junk thrown at me I just wanted all the rubbish - Peanut butter on fat bread and loads of butter has been a weakness, I ate 3 bags of crisps, munched through loads of sweets - even when they gave me toothache!!. Takeaways??? dont tell me about takeaways :cry::cry:
So on Monday this week ( whilst sat in the bath struggling to bend cos of the bulge) I thought... Now hang on .. I could bend a few months back . So enough is enough. I have picked myself up and have STOPPED BEING A PIG !!
I am not gonna give up now , it has taken me 2 years to get here and Im gonna try my dam hardest not to go back
So if you hit the wall with a great big WALLOP like I just did ..... Then get up and start again. Theres a long way to go and Im going that way xxxxx
Since the end of July I have put BACK ON 10LBS !!!!! There said it ..
I have had some crap weeks, wot with son not being funded to go to college, my health , arguments with daughter over looking after son for 2 days a week -her having no job and just existing between here and her boyfriends house .
Social services being a right pain and the OT Telling me I need a hoist and when I ask for one she wont let me have one - because I will take it out of the house . Wheelchair being ridiculous- not getting a new one till nearer xmas- he's been waiting since July .............
And that is why I have said Bugger it and gave up :cry::cry::cry:.
I am really mad at myself I know its all my fault but when I get all this junk thrown at me I just wanted all the rubbish - Peanut butter on fat bread and loads of butter has been a weakness, I ate 3 bags of crisps, munched through loads of sweets - even when they gave me toothache!!. Takeaways??? dont tell me about takeaways :cry::cry:
So on Monday this week ( whilst sat in the bath struggling to bend cos of the bulge) I thought... Now hang on .. I could bend a few months back . So enough is enough. I have picked myself up and have STOPPED BEING A PIG !!
I am not gonna give up now , it has taken me 2 years to get here and Im gonna try my dam hardest not to go back
So if you hit the wall with a great big WALLOP like I just did ..... Then get up and start again. Theres a long way to go and Im going that way xxxxx