Nessa
Silver Member
After everything that has gone on lately (with dad dieing and that) i came off cd for a while. for a week or so now i have been thinking about going back on the cd plan, the day before last i thought right i will start drinking the water and ease myself in to it and gradually work up , every day i keep thinking this is my last day of eating what i want and i will start the 1000kcal plan tomorrow, i even got as far as making the phone call to make an appointment with my local cdc, but when it came down to it i just can't do it, i can't get back on track and take that step and start cd again. i know i want to lose more weight but as soon as the new day come and it's time for me to jump back on the train i just can't. I feel like i need to eat. I have just canceled the appointment for my cdc to come round as i feel i cant face it yet.
is my brain telling me yes you want to do cd again but now with everything that is still going on you just ain't ready for it?
i feel so confused.:cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:
is my brain telling me yes you want to do cd again but now with everything that is still going on you just ain't ready for it?
i feel so confused.:cry::cry::cry::cry::cry: