I will appologise now for this rant, bare with me, I want to start by saying Aaarrrrgggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have really struggled today ( day2 ss), i have felt starving all day, really bad hunger pangs, i have drunk plenty of water plus lots of week black coffee. So I settled down on the sofa after a full day of cleaning and rearanging bedrooms ( anything to take my mind off of food), so there i am resting and feeling quite pleased with myself, nearly another day over, when my OH anounces that he is going to fish shop, Not what you want to hear when you are STARVING!!!!! So he comes back with a fish butty plus a cake butty and then said he thought he would treat himself to a big chocolate bar and a flap jack...... and he sat and ate the lot in front of me. It has made me feel quite depressed, but i know why i am doing this and in the long run this misery will be worth it!!! so instead of turning to the fridge i thought i would come and have a rant on here, thanks to anyone that is listening, but motivation is greatly needed right now. So i have been for a bath and am sat with my water....... i do kind of feel good that i didn't give in but i feel soooooooooo hungry right now, it may be time to call it a day and go to bed!
I have really struggled today ( day2 ss), i have felt starving all day, really bad hunger pangs, i have drunk plenty of water plus lots of week black coffee. So I settled down on the sofa after a full day of cleaning and rearanging bedrooms ( anything to take my mind off of food), so there i am resting and feeling quite pleased with myself, nearly another day over, when my OH anounces that he is going to fish shop, Not what you want to hear when you are STARVING!!!!! So he comes back with a fish butty plus a cake butty and then said he thought he would treat himself to a big chocolate bar and a flap jack...... and he sat and ate the lot in front of me. It has made me feel quite depressed, but i know why i am doing this and in the long run this misery will be worth it!!! so instead of turning to the fridge i thought i would come and have a rant on here, thanks to anyone that is listening, but motivation is greatly needed right now. So i have been for a bath and am sat with my water....... i do kind of feel good that i didn't give in but i feel soooooooooo hungry right now, it may be time to call it a day and go to bed!