Hi everyone.....
Well im after some advice and help really.
Iv been doing really well up to about a month ago, i had a holiday at the beggining of March so was really focused and on the ball up to it and got down to me lowest weight ever in the whole of my weight loss journey.... since being back its now 4 weeks on and iv put on about 4lbs by just not working out and eating bad things most evenings.
I feel like as soon as i get close to my goal i go into self distruct mode and it makes no sense!, getting down to a size im happy with is one of the most important things in my life at the moment and to be honest its all i bloody think about.... to the point where its driving me mad but i just dont seem to be doing anything about it!, my home life is good and im happy with my Fiance so i no its not that.
Now im really pissed with myself as i am off to my parents in just over two weeks and i wanted to be a lot lighter than i am but as i havent got back on track yet im not loosing anything and am slowly running out of time, ill be seeing my friends and family and i wanted to feel great.... i really dont understand myself , if i had really suck to it by now i would be only half a stone away from my goal instead i am 1 1/2 stone away and i can feel myself getting heavier as i speak!!
I go to work every day thinking "i will get back on track today" and every evening i screw up.
Loosing this last bit of weight is so so important to me and i know how it will change my life, i cant wait to be able to wear the georgous clothes and feel great about myself but i just keep getting in my own way, lately i just always seem to have an excuse not to eat healthly or work out.
Im just after some advice or if anyone knows of websites that might inspire me??
Thanks
xxx
PS: Sorry to go on!!
Well im after some advice and help really.
Iv been doing really well up to about a month ago, i had a holiday at the beggining of March so was really focused and on the ball up to it and got down to me lowest weight ever in the whole of my weight loss journey.... since being back its now 4 weeks on and iv put on about 4lbs by just not working out and eating bad things most evenings.
I feel like as soon as i get close to my goal i go into self distruct mode and it makes no sense!, getting down to a size im happy with is one of the most important things in my life at the moment and to be honest its all i bloody think about.... to the point where its driving me mad but i just dont seem to be doing anything about it!, my home life is good and im happy with my Fiance so i no its not that.
Now im really pissed with myself as i am off to my parents in just over two weeks and i wanted to be a lot lighter than i am but as i havent got back on track yet im not loosing anything and am slowly running out of time, ill be seeing my friends and family and i wanted to feel great.... i really dont understand myself , if i had really suck to it by now i would be only half a stone away from my goal instead i am 1 1/2 stone away and i can feel myself getting heavier as i speak!!
I go to work every day thinking "i will get back on track today" and every evening i screw up.
Loosing this last bit of weight is so so important to me and i know how it will change my life, i cant wait to be able to wear the georgous clothes and feel great about myself but i just keep getting in my own way, lately i just always seem to have an excuse not to eat healthly or work out.
Im just after some advice or if anyone knows of websites that might inspire me??
Thanks
xxx
PS: Sorry to go on!!