Thank you everyone. I still can't believe that dad has gone. I have no idea what i am ment to be feeling or what i am supposed to be doing. the funeral went as well as funerals go, me and my mother were pole bearers (sp?) we had music by queen, these are the days of our lives and no on but you. mum dedicated a song to dad, you are my world by cilla black.
I have so much to say and so many questions but i know most people don't want to hear it so i will write it down in a book.
thank you for thinking of me and my family on wed.
Hey Nessa, were all here if you need us, If you feel you need to chat or ask anything everyone will be here for support.
I don`t think there is any right or wrong way to feel just now,your emotions will be all over the place swinging from sadness to anger, take it one day at a time and look after yourself.xx