Sorry I have posted this on Brides to be too so apologies if anyone has read this twice But I need to post this for all to read, as I know it will spur me on as I have to be honest with myself lou x
well I bought my wedding dress back in sept, when I had lost 3st 3lb, after ss-ing for 3 months, I then faffed around for the next 3 months, anyway when I bought my dress I was 12st.
Went to mums this weekend and tried on my dress for the first time in 4 months.......and we couldnt even do the bottom bit up!:cry:
Its a laced back and we coud do down my back but when we got to the bit by my bum and tummy area...it would even meet!! I was so embarassed, I went bright red and felt very ashamed of myself..having allowed myself to regain 2 stone(I have lost 17lb of that now) I was in my mums bedroom with my sis, mum and niece, so close family who dont judge or belittle me at all, but I was gutted with myself............ :sigh:
it has now given me a new sense of determination! I have had 3 good days I have drunk loads of water, I am in Ketosis and I have already lost 3 lb since friday am!
I am now going to think of the way I felt when the dress didnt fit every time CB comes and shows her face!!!!
I AM GOING TO WEAR MY DRESS AND IT IS GOING TO FIT AND WE ARE GOING TO BE ABLE TO TIE IT UP PROPERLY!
I only hope I have enough time left to make a big enough impact and loose enough weight in the next 6 weeks.
I am going to start doing tummy exercises daily.....
The funny thing is I am now only 7lb heavier than when i first got the dress, but I guess my weight is now distributed differently and my shape is different.
So the fitting was horrible but actually 'seeing' it not fitting has really kicked me up the arse!!!
I have another 10days till wi and I am going to get rid of a huge chunk of that weight by then!
Love to all..............a re-inspired Lou XX