Hi well I am back again, I have tried the Cambridge a few times but keep quitting and not seeing it through I have just got back off a 2 night cruise and felt disgusting and awful!! All because I eat too much and keep bingeing I have serious issues with food and believe it is an eating disorder! I over eat all the time so I am determined to do this this time for me, for my relationship and for my 2 boys! What I wish I could have done on the cruise - Wore a bikini Wore an amazing dress at formal night not just a skirt and top that I didn't love Felt confident walking around the ship instead of worrying people for looking at me! Gone swimming and in the hot tub Used the spa! Walked without my thighs rubbing together I have decided to be strict and for just 4 months I could lose atleast 5 stone if I stick at this!! I need this to be quick so I can enjoy life again! I figure I give myself a year to lose weight and be slim and see what it actually feels like to be slim as I've never been slim wear nice clothes and surly once I'm there I won't want to go back to how I am!? Well I will write my feelings here and take it day by day and would love support to keep me going Here we go I know this won't be easy but surly will be worth it!!