Had a tough couple of years and regained lots of weight. I've lost all my confidence, self esteem is at an all time low. I feel annoyed, disappointed, fat and worthless. I just want to cry.
So I'm giving myself a kick up the arse to do this. Im worried I will fail bit I really want and need to succeed. I hope I can get some support here as I'm on my own doing this, not broadcasting to everyone I know what im doing so there is no extra pressure from people asking how im doing etc...
I've never wrote down or said how I feel, I just plod along putting everything and everyone else first but sometimes you need to be selfish. So that's what im doing. Time to break those chains I've bound myself in and start again.
I can do it, it won't be easy, but I will succeed.
Ordered my exante, so no more excuses. Time to get this fat ass moving and back to that happy, confident, sexy, pretty woman I was.
So I'm giving myself a kick up the arse to do this. Im worried I will fail bit I really want and need to succeed. I hope I can get some support here as I'm on my own doing this, not broadcasting to everyone I know what im doing so there is no extra pressure from people asking how im doing etc...
I've never wrote down or said how I feel, I just plod along putting everything and everyone else first but sometimes you need to be selfish. So that's what im doing. Time to break those chains I've bound myself in and start again.
I can do it, it won't be easy, but I will succeed.
Ordered my exante, so no more excuses. Time to get this fat ass moving and back to that happy, confident, sexy, pretty woman I was.
