Beeswax
Tiny dancer
Well, two weeks and 10lbs into restarting LL Total I'm having to come off the diet.

I've had a really severe migraine for about three days, and my LLC (and a veeeery thorough NHS Direct nurse) think it might be something to do with maintaining ketosis at my body weight (I'm technically only 6lbs from the top end of my healthy BMI). Because the only other times I've had migraines this serious, with these features, were when I was in ketosis and at a similar weight.
It's just a theory though, definitely not an accepted LL side effect, and probably peculiar to me. The interesting part of the theory is that, within an hour of eating conventional food, my headache has pretty much disappeared.
I'm pretty bummed out. I've agreed to do calorie counting to get to my healthy BMI, and go to my LL maintenance group religiously, and I am excited about taking control of my diet, but I'm also disappointed - my "goal weight" jeans are still hanging up in my bedroom and I won't fit into them at the top end of my BMI!
I'm also petrified - the whole reason I restarted LL was because I was feeling rather desperate, and like I couldn't handle food on my own. Now I don't have that safety net anymore. I know I'm at a relatively low body weight, but I get so panicky around food and I found myself starting to abuse it - which is partly why I came back - I don't feel like I can trust myself to maintain my weight, never mind losing even a small amount. I'm almost convinced I'm just going to fall back into bad habits and balloon up again.

I know it's not a huge deal, but going from relying solely on packs and counselling to calorie-counting on my own to get to a *higher weight, more slowly* is a big change to get my head around.
Anyway, I shall still be hanging out here, and on the maintenance thread.
I've had a really severe migraine for about three days, and my LLC (and a veeeery thorough NHS Direct nurse) think it might be something to do with maintaining ketosis at my body weight (I'm technically only 6lbs from the top end of my healthy BMI). Because the only other times I've had migraines this serious, with these features, were when I was in ketosis and at a similar weight.
It's just a theory though, definitely not an accepted LL side effect, and probably peculiar to me. The interesting part of the theory is that, within an hour of eating conventional food, my headache has pretty much disappeared.
I'm pretty bummed out. I've agreed to do calorie counting to get to my healthy BMI, and go to my LL maintenance group religiously, and I am excited about taking control of my diet, but I'm also disappointed - my "goal weight" jeans are still hanging up in my bedroom and I won't fit into them at the top end of my BMI!
I'm also petrified - the whole reason I restarted LL was because I was feeling rather desperate, and like I couldn't handle food on my own. Now I don't have that safety net anymore. I know I'm at a relatively low body weight, but I get so panicky around food and I found myself starting to abuse it - which is partly why I came back - I don't feel like I can trust myself to maintain my weight, never mind losing even a small amount. I'm almost convinced I'm just going to fall back into bad habits and balloon up again.
I know it's not a huge deal, but going from relying solely on packs and counselling to calorie-counting on my own to get to a *higher weight, more slowly* is a big change to get my head around.
Anyway, I shall still be hanging out here, and on the maintenance thread.