emmie83
I will get into that wedding dress!
Hi all
As you may have guessed from my posting non stop one minute and then nothing the next i failed....I couldnt even last the day...i thought maybe i didnt need to use LT
But it has just come to a head...I got ready to go downstairs to work went down and one of the regulars told me i looked pregnant in the dress i was wearing...so i came back upstairs to get changed and nothing i wore fitted even stuff i bought less then 3 months ago im gutted i text DH to see if he could work tonight as i was to big for all my clothes..im so upset i feel disgusting i feel like a hidious monster....i feel like i really want to die i know that might sound OTT but i cant believe i feel like this i have a fantastic business, 3 of the most stunning children i could ask for, a husband who worships the ground i walk on (most of the time!!) and yet i feel i would do anything to feel better about me which makes me disgustingly selfish i cant win
Im sorry for the windgy post feel so cheeky coming on after ages and then moaning
I need to start LT again i think...Mondays going to be the start of a new life i hope coz something sure needs to change because im not sure how much longer i can go on...
Love Ems x x x
As you may have guessed from my posting non stop one minute and then nothing the next i failed....I couldnt even last the day...i thought maybe i didnt need to use LT
But it has just come to a head...I got ready to go downstairs to work went down and one of the regulars told me i looked pregnant in the dress i was wearing...so i came back upstairs to get changed and nothing i wore fitted even stuff i bought less then 3 months ago im gutted i text DH to see if he could work tonight as i was to big for all my clothes..im so upset i feel disgusting i feel like a hidious monster....i feel like i really want to die i know that might sound OTT but i cant believe i feel like this i have a fantastic business, 3 of the most stunning children i could ask for, a husband who worships the ground i walk on (most of the time!!) and yet i feel i would do anything to feel better about me which makes me disgustingly selfish i cant win
Im sorry for the windgy post feel so cheeky coming on after ages and then moaning
I need to start LT again i think...Mondays going to be the start of a new life i hope coz something sure needs to change because im not sure how much longer i can go on...
Love Ems x x x