Lily
Gold Member
Megan, the first time I did CD I was one of those ridiculously 'perfect' people, did everything by the book (and I mean, everything). Couldn't understand why in the world anyone would cheat, even shouted at my laptop screen when someone came in to confess that sad to say, once again, they'd fallen off the wagon... Why did they do it? I wondered. How could they let it happen again??
Those words came back to bite me on the bum, that's for sure. Now I know exactly why and how...
There's something particularly difficult about getting back on CD - and staying on - not quite sure what it is. But I do know that it can be done, and I'm blooming well going to keep trying until I do clamber back aboard that wagon.
Like you, I'm on Day 0 - and I've also got to face my CDC tomorrow, grrr... This time last week, I'd got 6 100% CD days under my belt. This week, er... Let's just say I haven't.
Wanna do Day 1 again with me tomorrow? We'll just get through one day, okay? Not think any further than that, just one day? Gotta be better to face your CDC and say you're back on track than to let another day go down the pan, LOL...
Those words came back to bite me on the bum, that's for sure. Now I know exactly why and how...
There's something particularly difficult about getting back on CD - and staying on - not quite sure what it is. But I do know that it can be done, and I'm blooming well going to keep trying until I do clamber back aboard that wagon.
Like you, I'm on Day 0 - and I've also got to face my CDC tomorrow, grrr... This time last week, I'd got 6 100% CD days under my belt. This week, er... Let's just say I haven't.
Wanna do Day 1 again with me tomorrow? We'll just get through one day, okay? Not think any further than that, just one day? Gotta be better to face your CDC and say you're back on track than to let another day go down the pan, LOL...