Excellent day so far!!!!...
listened to the CD this morning before I got up. Set my alarm half an hour earlier and listen to it while still relaxed and sleepy in my bed. I find that's best because Im not consciously trying to listen to everything that is being said and I am more subconsciously listening and benefiting from being in a very deeply relaxed state.
I read a few chapters of the book last night just to refresh myself.
Didn't have breakfast - which was a relief because whatever 'plan' I was on before I always felt pressured to eat breakfast, even if only yoghurt or fruit. So I enjoyed 3 lovely milky coffees - no measuring milk from a jug!.
Met my best friend for lunch. Wednesday is always lunch out day for me - either with my best friend or my eldest son. It used to be something to look forward to but with the downward spiral of calorie counting and having to pick something I didn't really fancy so it fitted in with my calories or most recently doing SW where I would eat everything on my plate regardless because I planned for it, saved the syns for it and had my day dictated by it....it was nice to just chose what I actually fancied!.
I had a reggae reggae crispy chicken wrap with chips a pint of diet coke and a small latte. I ate all chips which there was about 15 large chunky ones and where absolutely delicious and ate half of the chicken wrap. I then had another diet coke. As soon as I felt even the SLIGHTEST bit full I stopped eating - that's it in a nutshell.
About 4 hours later after we had done a bit of shopping... while my best friend had an enormous vanilla cream slice I had a hot chocolate. No even the slightest inclination to eat a fork full or have a cake myself, infact my favourite cake started to look incredibly sickly to me

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I'm cooking sausages in sticky big sauce with vegetable and cheese pasta for dinner. But I'm not having any of it... Because I'm not hungry, but safe in the knowledge that if I'm hungry later, as long as I have what I want and enjoy every mouthful and stop when I feel that slight heaviness just at the top of my stomach, then I can eat a Mcdondalds if I like or even chocolate cake or biscuits or ice cream!!....and there will be no guilt because ITS NOT A DIET!!!!
Ended up having a ham sandwich and 2 slices of melon at around 8pm. I Really enjoyed it and think I've had a really good day of eating to live....not living to eat
