Currently Calorie counting waiting for pay day. At that point i might go back on a VLCD meal replacement. I have some big hosiptal stuff coming up

and i know that it will all be 'well if you lost some weight your symptoms would be better'.
AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I've had my problem since i was a kid (underweight kid at that) yes weight does make it worse, so does carrying kids, child birth!!!! but they dont say Never Have Kids!!!!!!
Its also a catch 22. If it doesnt get fixed i cant exercise, i cant exercise until its fixed!!!!!!
I cant walk more then 100 yards without having an accident


Its sooo emabarrasing
I had surgery last december. The consultant said that i should get at least 9 months relief. I got 2 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry Rant Over!!! Positive Positive Positive
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