lizzie0310
Full Member
hi everyone, im liz and im hoping to start cambridge diet at beg of dec. heres me:
im 33yrs old (but much younger in my mind!), mummy to ailsa (2+1/2) and eilidh (1+1/2) and married to mark for 8 years now.
ive looked for help so many times but the problem is i give up so easily, now im starting to realise that im the only person who can help me.
im weighing in at 21st 9lbs (my last heaviest was 21st 2 1/2lbs but i feel soooo much bigger than i was then)
i really really want another baby but i DO NOT want to be pg at this weight, its so difficult doing day to day things now that if i were to be pg at the same time im sure id be immobile (seriously).
my knees hurt when im walking up the stairs, my legs are covered in so many viens that stick out (im scared they burst) and broken thread viens, from my bum down im SUCH a mess, my arms are so huge they disgust me, and my belly is so big when i sit down it sticks out so much that my 2yr old can stand on it like a bl**dy step!!! on the up side i do like my face (if it wasnt so fat it'd be better!) im so miserable but seem to forget this when food is there, then im just like eat eat eat!
ive tried all the clubs etc and lighter life earlier this year, managed to stick with it for 10 days and lost 7lbs which i was really dissapointed about as ive lost that at WW eating food!
anyway id like to try the cambridge diet this time around so food will be out of the equation again for me. i know what to expect this time and i feeling positive about it.
im going to aim for 4 stone then see how i feel about trying again for another baby at 18stone or see how i feela bout carrying CD (which is prob what ill do as i really really want a 'proper baby bump' for once!)
im really looking forward to chatting to you all here and not feeling like the odd one out for once as ive never come across a forum for people my size.
sorry for the very very long (and probably slightly graphic) post!!
ps if anyone can share any thoughts about CD with my id be really gratefull, thanks xx
right......STOP TYPING, STOP TYPING!!!
im 33yrs old (but much younger in my mind!), mummy to ailsa (2+1/2) and eilidh (1+1/2) and married to mark for 8 years now.
ive looked for help so many times but the problem is i give up so easily, now im starting to realise that im the only person who can help me.
im weighing in at 21st 9lbs (my last heaviest was 21st 2 1/2lbs but i feel soooo much bigger than i was then)
i really really want another baby but i DO NOT want to be pg at this weight, its so difficult doing day to day things now that if i were to be pg at the same time im sure id be immobile (seriously).
my knees hurt when im walking up the stairs, my legs are covered in so many viens that stick out (im scared they burst) and broken thread viens, from my bum down im SUCH a mess, my arms are so huge they disgust me, and my belly is so big when i sit down it sticks out so much that my 2yr old can stand on it like a bl**dy step!!! on the up side i do like my face (if it wasnt so fat it'd be better!) im so miserable but seem to forget this when food is there, then im just like eat eat eat!
ive tried all the clubs etc and lighter life earlier this year, managed to stick with it for 10 days and lost 7lbs which i was really dissapointed about as ive lost that at WW eating food!
anyway id like to try the cambridge diet this time around so food will be out of the equation again for me. i know what to expect this time and i feeling positive about it.
im going to aim for 4 stone then see how i feel about trying again for another baby at 18stone or see how i feela bout carrying CD (which is prob what ill do as i really really want a 'proper baby bump' for once!)
im really looking forward to chatting to you all here and not feeling like the odd one out for once as ive never come across a forum for people my size.
sorry for the very very long (and probably slightly graphic) post!!
ps if anyone can share any thoughts about CD with my id be really gratefull, thanks xx
right......STOP TYPING, STOP TYPING!!!