Hi all. Back in 2009 i tried the CD, on the first day i completely failed. I couldn't do it. After that i tried two or three more times, and on the first day, again.. failed! Since then i have gained nearly 4 stone more. I am absolutely determind to lose this weight. I can't walk very far without feeling like i am about to pass out through pain and tiredness. I am only 20 years old, and i have the most wonderful husband and 3 year old son, but i can't do anything with them because of my weight. I am so scared i won't be able to do it this time, as absolutely determind i am. I am currently 20 stone 9lbs and 5ft 8in tall. I would do anything to lose all this weight. Me and my husband would love another baby, but i have far too much weight on me to healthly concieve at the moment, which is heartbreaking. I really need to lose this weight. I really need inspirational advice. What do you wish someone had told you before starting the CD? I remember when i first started, i wasn't massively keen on the taste of the shakes.. but like i said, i am extremely determind. Thank you