:cry: I am going to restart AGAIN today for the 2 weeks before my holiday - silly I know but feel I HAVE to do something.:sigh: Me and my 2 friends are going out to my apartment for the first week so I wont be able to do CD whilst they are there, however my 2nd week they go home and my OH is coming out and I can then do mostly CD with the odd sensible meal out. I lost 6 1/2 stone nearly 5 years ago but it has all slowly gone back on again, mostly over the last year or so. :break_diet: I went to a family party yesterday and an Aunt there said 'what on earth had happened, I had been so slim and she bet I felt so diappointed' - too right I do but felt even worse when she said that! :cry: I feel I just want to crawl under a (big) stone and stay there! :cry: So here goes for today, I seem to be ok until mid afternoon then it all goes to pot but will be trying very hard today. Will log in later to update how I have done.