bekimo
Fighting Demons....
Hi all!
I have tippy toed as delicately as one of those awesomely exotic Hippopotomuses from Fantasia back into the world of Minimins.
I totally came off LL in March. A few reasons really. Mostly that I was totally miserable. I couldn't handle the amount of attention I was getting from boys :ashamed0005: and aparently neither could some of my "friends". Oddly enough, just after I gave up/fell off the wagon/jumped ship/quit the "friends" in question became very hostile. I suppose the combination of new super hot moi and alcohol did not give them any cause for celebration at all.
So after a few months of solid partying, getting to know a fair few boys , holidays, and general stupidity. Oh yes it has been an AMAZING few months I have lost those "friends". But I have made new ones. I have inspired people to lose weight and I have better control over some of my emotions.
I will be returning to a weight loss programme in January once Christmas is firmly out of the way. It really did not help me last year. It will more than likely be Lighter Life!!
And for those of you who are curious, I have not put all of the weight back on. I lost 6 and a half stone in total. I went from a size 26 to an 18. I'm now 22-24 again. :cry: Weightwise, I don't know. I threw the scales out!
This time around, I'm not letting anyone get me down and I know that the people I have around me are not going to sabotage me. Those who did are the ones who now have to watch my escapades on Facebook to see what they are missing out on!
Thanks to those who sent me PM's worrying about me too!!
Oh and Daisydoll, I was at V Festival. I think. I kinda remember it. But it was calm in comparison to Download Festival - so mad I got a concusion and had to be carried back to first aid!!!
B x
I have tippy toed as delicately as one of those awesomely exotic Hippopotomuses from Fantasia back into the world of Minimins.
I totally came off LL in March. A few reasons really. Mostly that I was totally miserable. I couldn't handle the amount of attention I was getting from boys :ashamed0005: and aparently neither could some of my "friends". Oddly enough, just after I gave up/fell off the wagon/jumped ship/quit the "friends" in question became very hostile. I suppose the combination of new super hot moi and alcohol did not give them any cause for celebration at all.
So after a few months of solid partying, getting to know a fair few boys , holidays, and general stupidity. Oh yes it has been an AMAZING few months I have lost those "friends". But I have made new ones. I have inspired people to lose weight and I have better control over some of my emotions.
I will be returning to a weight loss programme in January once Christmas is firmly out of the way. It really did not help me last year. It will more than likely be Lighter Life!!
And for those of you who are curious, I have not put all of the weight back on. I lost 6 and a half stone in total. I went from a size 26 to an 18. I'm now 22-24 again. :cry: Weightwise, I don't know. I threw the scales out!
This time around, I'm not letting anyone get me down and I know that the people I have around me are not going to sabotage me. Those who did are the ones who now have to watch my escapades on Facebook to see what they are missing out on!
Thanks to those who sent me PM's worrying about me too!!
Oh and Daisydoll, I was at V Festival. I think. I kinda remember it. But it was calm in comparison to Download Festival - so mad I got a concusion and had to be carried back to first aid!!!
B x