Groovychick
Member
why o why do we do this to ourselves??!! on monday i got into the 15's bracket at which i should have been chuffed, instead i had this overwhelming urge to binge on anything i could get my hands on, i resisted until wednesday night....coupled with the worst PMT ive ever had, it was as if i couldnt control the beast in me wanting to eat anything and everything...which i did until i felt sick, disgusting and repulsed with myself....i read and reread my old LL foundation book to see if this would help get me back on track but it hasnt happened yet....i go away in 3 weeks and need to lose as much as i can, but i feel the more i try the worse im gonna get, yet i know LL is the only diet that has ever worked for me ??? my partner thinks im really good for abstaining this long but im too embarrased to tell him otherwise...
i feel better now i have confessed my sins, i think it is just PMT related as i have been great the other 3 weeks with no cravings whatsoever.
i have been great in the day at work, i can drink my water & manage the packs no problem its just when i get home the problems surface !!!
feel free to give me a virtual kick up the you know what!!!!!
i feel better now i have confessed my sins, i think it is just PMT related as i have been great the other 3 weeks with no cravings whatsoever.
i have been great in the day at work, i can drink my water & manage the packs no problem its just when i get home the problems surface !!!
feel free to give me a virtual kick up the you know what!!!!!