emzski
Full Member
Hi everyone
Last night I was going through some old boxes and found photos of me about 4 years ago, about a year after having my 1st son. I was prob a size 8 - 10 and looked amazing!! I didn't realise how brill I looked. It made me really upset cause I am SO ashamed of what weigh I have put on, how could I be so bad to myself?? I think I cried for a good couple of hours! In the photo Im in ibiza really brown and have no tummy at all. it was like seeing myself for the first time in years, I simply dont reconise the person I am now, I compared it with the photo of I got taken on Week 1 of LL and it was like two very different people, the photo of me in Ibiza I was simply sparkling! I looked amazing! the first week of LL there was no sparkle and I looked so unhappy! If I ever needed a shock to keep me going until i reach goal this is it! If I wasnt on LL and had looked at these photos I prob would have went into a total depression and ate everything in sight. It was so good to know im on my way back to being myself again! I know that next year ill be that person againand that feels so good. its was such a hear pill of reality to swallow!
I told one my best friend the other day Im on LL she has been amazing saying she will do anything to support me and help me! Its friends like this that mean everything to me!!
On another note I am going off for a couple of days with my cousin her daughter and my two sons. Really looking fwd to it and Im not at all bothered about not eating we will have so much more things to do!!
Hope everyone has a good week. Ill be back on sunday!
xx
Last night I was going through some old boxes and found photos of me about 4 years ago, about a year after having my 1st son. I was prob a size 8 - 10 and looked amazing!! I didn't realise how brill I looked. It made me really upset cause I am SO ashamed of what weigh I have put on, how could I be so bad to myself?? I think I cried for a good couple of hours! In the photo Im in ibiza really brown and have no tummy at all. it was like seeing myself for the first time in years, I simply dont reconise the person I am now, I compared it with the photo of I got taken on Week 1 of LL and it was like two very different people, the photo of me in Ibiza I was simply sparkling! I looked amazing! the first week of LL there was no sparkle and I looked so unhappy! If I ever needed a shock to keep me going until i reach goal this is it! If I wasnt on LL and had looked at these photos I prob would have went into a total depression and ate everything in sight. It was so good to know im on my way back to being myself again! I know that next year ill be that person againand that feels so good. its was such a hear pill of reality to swallow!
I told one my best friend the other day Im on LL she has been amazing saying she will do anything to support me and help me! Its friends like this that mean everything to me!!
On another note I am going off for a couple of days with my cousin her daughter and my two sons. Really looking fwd to it and Im not at all bothered about not eating we will have so much more things to do!!
Hope everyone has a good week. Ill be back on sunday!
xx