Short/Sweet
Full Member
I think the main thing I need to write in here, is my motivations for doing this. Last time at 10st I lost all motivation and it became a chore rather than something I enjoyed. Once all my friends also dropped out, I dropped out.
This time I have my motivation in the form of a reward once I reach my goal.
For years I can only remember being unhappy about my weight, never happy or even okay about it. I am a pessimist when it comes to just about everything and am always putting myself down. I'm just under 5ft so every pound shows. According to a BMI chart, my okay weight should be 7st.. this seems unrealistic to me, right now I am classed as obese. At 11st I am obese.
My OH has seen how down I get about my weight and how much it has drained my self confidence, I was 10st when I met OH and he has always loved me for who I am and doesn't mind my weight. This led to more weight being put on, I was happily in a relationship and we both ate out a lot and have takeaways and snack junk food most nights.
But now it has to stop. I am determined to lose weight and my OH has given me the perfect goal to aim for. Once I am happy with myself and my weight, he will propose. He knows atm that I would not be seen dead in a wedding dress as I've just seen my graduation photos and would not want to ruin the wedding photos as well.
So my goal is to fit into size 10 clothes, and maintain it! So I can fit into the perfect 10 wedding dress.
I want to spend the rest of my life with OH and cannot wait to become his wife, the harder I work at this the quicker that day will come.
I will stick 100% to this diet and when feeling unmotivated I will read this diary and know why I am doing this. Next week will be the beginning of a new start, a new healthier me and nothing is going to stop me.
This time I have my motivation in the form of a reward once I reach my goal.
For years I can only remember being unhappy about my weight, never happy or even okay about it. I am a pessimist when it comes to just about everything and am always putting myself down. I'm just under 5ft so every pound shows. According to a BMI chart, my okay weight should be 7st.. this seems unrealistic to me, right now I am classed as obese. At 11st I am obese.
My OH has seen how down I get about my weight and how much it has drained my self confidence, I was 10st when I met OH and he has always loved me for who I am and doesn't mind my weight. This led to more weight being put on, I was happily in a relationship and we both ate out a lot and have takeaways and snack junk food most nights.
But now it has to stop. I am determined to lose weight and my OH has given me the perfect goal to aim for. Once I am happy with myself and my weight, he will propose. He knows atm that I would not be seen dead in a wedding dress as I've just seen my graduation photos and would not want to ruin the wedding photos as well.
So my goal is to fit into size 10 clothes, and maintain it! So I can fit into the perfect 10 wedding dress.
I want to spend the rest of my life with OH and cannot wait to become his wife, the harder I work at this the quicker that day will come.
I will stick 100% to this diet and when feeling unmotivated I will read this diary and know why I am doing this. Next week will be the beginning of a new start, a new healthier me and nothing is going to stop me.
