Good morning Lily and hope its a good one for you . How are you feeling now? we just have to rise above these childish men sweetie, my house seems to be full of them at the moment, remain firm and they will soon grovell :8855:
I really should move as have tonnes to do today. Uniforms to iron, work to do, etc etc xxxxxxxxxxx
Hi hun, was feeling like crap (and yes I spelt it the right way cos I don't care could be worse especially after the few days I've had oh and also cos I'm always the rebel :8855
, but had another go at his lord-ship this morning about how I don't deserve to be treated like he's been treating me, and yes I know as he said it's because he's not coping too well with the giving up smoking, but it's a bit hard to take when he's being Mr sweetness and light with everyone else in the house....told him I know where he's coming from cos he said I was a B*tch when i gave up and I remember him telling me that, so what I did was every time I felt wound up, I went and sat in the bedroom, or toilet or bathroom anywhere where I didn't have to be round them until I'd calmed down. And funnily enough he had one of those light bulb moments...ping on it goes....oh yes he says sorry i'll try that next time...but I wasn't stupid enough to just let that one get by me oh no...so I said, yeah but you were really sorry the other night and that was soon forgotten and I'm not putting up with it, either get over it or go till you get back to normal, cos I don't deserve being treated and spoken to like that...we'll see what happens ...fingers crossed
He grovels all the time hun, but I am sick to the back teeth of having to go through it every 2 minutes, last time he gave up I took it for 7 weeks, then he started smoking again. I can't stand him near me while he's smoking and I'm sick of his coughing and keeping me awake....but I'm not going to put up with it this time for another 7 weeks or more, he has to learn to control it...when he's on top form you won't find a nicer sweeter person on the planet, but take away his comfort blanket (the cigarettes) and he is really Mr Nasty makes Simon Cowell look like a pussy cat, really venomous and spiteful and picky beyond belief.
The other day he was being exceptionally nasty about my Psoriasis and how debilitating it is ...that's not him he was striking out but it hurt really bad and I am not going to let him or anyone for that matter speak to or treat me in that way ever!!
Ok that feels better for having got that off my chest, sorry didn't mean to go on but sometimes I just want to speak to people who actually don't know him and can't actually condemn him, but will listen to me and give advice about the situation and not about him, if that makes sense?
Oh and of course because I have been really upset I found myself comfort eating, not really bad as I would have been in the past, but I did go through 1/4 of a tub of Ben and Jerry's Cookie Dough Ice Cream, luckily had enough syns to cover it ...just but I know that I can't eat stuff like that cos it affects my losses...oh well plenty of exercise has hopefully helped and we'll see what the scales say tomorrow, can't even have a peak on my own scales cos the batteries are gone and I don't have spares lol xx
...this does not however excuse his actions of the few previous days, so he's not out of the dog house just yet xx
' men hay', you hold out strong lily he will come round in the end,:flowers: The Actifry is a very good buy you will use it alot I promise you.
