Hey hun, so you had a wobble you have clearly thought through your next move so to speak it's good you have set a goal! I too wondered about other diets but would also push the boundaries. The thoughts were nothing more than a flicker I know nothing else will work for me so I am here for the long haul.
I had a moment over the past few days, well a couple actually. I realised when o started the aim was always to be a size 12 well I am, so it's left me slightly deflated, lol not in that way but from a motivational angle and realising I have nothing really in the way of targets or goals not just in this plan but life in general. I need to take stock take some me time and think through my next steps. I think this will help, sounds like you mat have done something similar yourself.
You can do this I have every faith in you xxxx