My dad was very spirtual and used to say we had an angel called michael (they had named him that because my mum wanted a boy and had wanted to name him michael) that looked after us. At first i just thought he was mad, but growing up little things would happen.. and my dad sdaid if i didnt like it, to ask him to stop. So one day i was colouring in our dining room and this tapping was so persitant and i decided to test him. I simply asked him to stop, and it did. After that i began to believe a bit more, .. and about a year later i saw him.. most deffinatly. I was tired and couldnt sleep, so had got the argos catalouge out and sat on our landing where we kept the light on (i slept in the big room with my younger brother and sisters in bunkbeds) and as i got up to go back to bed, i saw a luminous green outline of a man, wearing a hat, he walked towards my brothers top bunk, and then he was gone.
after that i started seeing things all the time, but never like that. I dont really know how to explain.. like.. fine rain? when you can see it but not really, and its all hammering down hard and fast.. well i'd see it like that, except instead of it going in one direction, it would twist and i could clearly make out people.. sometimes two or three. Mainly on the top floor of my mums house, then as i got older i'd see them at school etc. I hated it, my dad said i was special because i could see oras? when i was very little but if i did.. i lost that 'talent' as it where.
after my dad ****ed off and left us (no other way to put it.) My mum fell pregnant with my youngest brother whos now 8.. named michael.
Although i absoloutly detest my dad, he really lost his marbles towards the end (although i will never accept that as an excuse for what he did) he got very sick. in all sences of the word.. but i do believe that he had somthing.. even if it did freak me out.
Once i lost this stone ( it was special, all hard like rock on the outside with white and purple crystals on the inside) i had bought it with my pocket money for mum.(she was really poorly at the time) i was so upset, and he asked me to get a grape from the kitchen. He put it in my hand, and then clasped his over it. he asked me to think real hard about what my crystal looked like.. and then, i could feel it. I opened my hands and it was there. Exactly the same one..
there were other things that happened, that he did.. unexplanable things.. he'd never elaborate, he just said that if i wanted too.. i would understand when im older. guess he meant if i wanted to believe.
Just to make you all think im a little bit more crazy.. when i was born i had a blue stone in my hand, its tiny with little black vein like markings, that make it look like the earth, mum said they had to prise my hand open and there it was. She said the midwifes were amazed, as there was no way it could be in my hand, even if she'd swallowed it.. which she would have known about had she done! again, unexplanable. She put it in a locket for me for my 18th.
so theres my little bit of input.. think what you like! unfortunatly i find it very scary and much to the dissapointment of my mum, i have just ignored it for so long now i very very rarley see or feel things, and when i do i just continue to ignore.
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