AmandaJayne
Trainee Maintainer
Mornin' Laura,
I loved this post. Absolutely spot on in every respect. I just wanted to reiterate what you said about thought records.
quote "I can't stress enough how getting thought records down to a fine art will save your ass time and time again"
I know this because for a while I did them assidiously and they DID help. I typed out my own form and printed of copies when I needed them. I took them on holiday (when SSing) and filled them in about four times over the week, usually when having a pity party about not being able to eat when the rest of the family did. Then, I guess I must have become complacent and gradually they played less of a role.
BIG MISTAKE
If there is one bit of adivce I would give LLers (or CDers come to that), is it try to do the thought records. It will be difficult and arkward at first, but they do become easier. You may not understand the point of them for a while, but actually they come into their own when off the packs and back onto food. I am certain that had I done thought records after returning to food full-time I would not be in the sad position I am today.
Please learn from my mistakes:sigh:.
I'm just off to do a thought record...
Before I go, I'll just mention another good point you made, Laura
quote "I was truly alarmed when I realised how much of my life I spent in a jealous, nasty child state of mind"
Oh boy, that strikes a chord with me. I still struggle with my 'child' persona. The transactional analysis really showed me how I refuse to take responsibility for my actions, around food. It did take a while to understand the TA concept and it was quite a while before it began to sink in for me.
[quoteYou need to be able to REALLY take responsibility for your own weight. This is the absolute crux to maintainence=chunkychicken;584932]
Oh boy Laura, you ain't kidding. This is why I know that returning to SSing is not the answer for me. I have gone beyond that point and now have to use the tools at my disposal to change my attidudes. I loved SSing, it was so easy for me for most of the time.
quote "If you always do what you always did - you will always get what you always got"
I love this quote, Laura. It does what it says on the tin.
So, when doing LL you will receive the tools to use when you get to your goal weight to help you stay there.
BUT YOU HAVE TO USE THEM OR LOSE THEM! It really is that simple.
I hope that this clarifies things for anyone who is on the early stages of LL and wonders what happens afterward. If you don't learn the lesson, you'll soon be back to square one...it's really up to you. It's your responsibility, no-one elses.
Have a great day Laura, and everyone else. I'm feeling much better after the migraine yesterday!
AJ
I loved this post. Absolutely spot on in every respect. I just wanted to reiterate what you said about thought records.
quote "I can't stress enough how getting thought records down to a fine art will save your ass time and time again"
I know this because for a while I did them assidiously and they DID help. I typed out my own form and printed of copies when I needed them. I took them on holiday (when SSing) and filled them in about four times over the week, usually when having a pity party about not being able to eat when the rest of the family did. Then, I guess I must have become complacent and gradually they played less of a role.
BIG MISTAKE
If there is one bit of adivce I would give LLers (or CDers come to that), is it try to do the thought records. It will be difficult and arkward at first, but they do become easier. You may not understand the point of them for a while, but actually they come into their own when off the packs and back onto food. I am certain that had I done thought records after returning to food full-time I would not be in the sad position I am today.
Please learn from my mistakes:sigh:.
I'm just off to do a thought record...
Before I go, I'll just mention another good point you made, Laura
quote "I was truly alarmed when I realised how much of my life I spent in a jealous, nasty child state of mind"
Oh boy, that strikes a chord with me. I still struggle with my 'child' persona. The transactional analysis really showed me how I refuse to take responsibility for my actions, around food. It did take a while to understand the TA concept and it was quite a while before it began to sink in for me.
[quoteYou need to be able to REALLY take responsibility for your own weight. This is the absolute crux to maintainence=chunkychicken;584932]
Oh boy Laura, you ain't kidding. This is why I know that returning to SSing is not the answer for me. I have gone beyond that point and now have to use the tools at my disposal to change my attidudes. I loved SSing, it was so easy for me for most of the time.
quote "If you always do what you always did - you will always get what you always got"
I love this quote, Laura. It does what it says on the tin.
So, when doing LL you will receive the tools to use when you get to your goal weight to help you stay there.
BUT YOU HAVE TO USE THEM OR LOSE THEM! It really is that simple.
I hope that this clarifies things for anyone who is on the early stages of LL and wonders what happens afterward. If you don't learn the lesson, you'll soon be back to square one...it's really up to you. It's your responsibility, no-one elses.
Have a great day Laura, and everyone else. I'm feeling much better after the migraine yesterday!
AJ