I hear what you are saying and u sound like me when I started back in Jan, to be honest the weeks are flying by, and I can honestly say i have changed my food habits for life, I tried the cambridge about 2 yrs ago and it wasn't for me, didnt fit into my real life, with ww watchers I can still have a normal social life and enjoy meals out with my family and friends, also I had to get my head around the fact I didnt get fat overnight it was years of abuse with food and rubbish eating habits/choices. I still have a way to go and sometimes I forget I have lost so much, I found setting myself mini goals instead of looking at the end picture kept me going from the start, I will get to my goal, hopefully by new year but for now I am learning to love myself again and will continue with the mini goals,
only you can decide what it is you want, for me I want to live life AND lose weight, I couldnt do that on cambridge as it was too restrictive for my liking, whatever way you decide to do it, good luck and if you want a chat anytime just shout xxxx