sophia-jo
Silver Member
sorry for starting a thread just about the way I'm feeling today....
(be prepared for a rant)
It's not time of the month for me and I've not had a bad day really so can't blame me feeling down on anything else....don't get me wrong..I'm not that down..I am so hungry though and I really want to eat. I've not felt like this very often on CD, of course I have wanted to eat for taste but not because of hunger.
I don't plan on eating but I'm scared in case I do because I've been so tempted...omg, what's tea time gonna be like eh??
I know I've come this far and I don't want to blow it coz I'll just end up going backwards and gaining weight. I baked some chicken breasts last night for DH and made some homemade sauce (it's bladdy gorgeous) and made penne pasta to go with it and I just wanted to wolf it down...even if it was just some plain old chicken.....I couldnt do it, I'm so scared of failing on cd coz I know if I cheat then I won't get back on the wagon. I feel if I eat outside of aam week then it's total cheating and would eat something even worse!! I know I would, that's the way I am, all or nothing, although this is the first time I've opted for NOTHING!
sorry for having a moan guys, I just want to eat...and even more sorry for listing foods in my post, I hate to read about food sometimes.... I've seen a few tickers with food on them, omg, I have to look away at times, honestly.... why put food in peoples face when we can't eat it, it's total torture to those on soul source???? this may sound over the top but the last thing I want to see when people are posting is a bladdy big hamburger at the end of it. I may sound over the top today...don't care though, I'm bladdy starvin!!!!
HAVE A NICE DAYYEEEEEEEE
(be prepared for a rant)
It's not time of the month for me and I've not had a bad day really so can't blame me feeling down on anything else....don't get me wrong..I'm not that down..I am so hungry though and I really want to eat. I've not felt like this very often on CD, of course I have wanted to eat for taste but not because of hunger.
I don't plan on eating but I'm scared in case I do because I've been so tempted...omg, what's tea time gonna be like eh??
I know I've come this far and I don't want to blow it coz I'll just end up going backwards and gaining weight. I baked some chicken breasts last night for DH and made some homemade sauce (it's bladdy gorgeous) and made penne pasta to go with it and I just wanted to wolf it down...even if it was just some plain old chicken.....I couldnt do it, I'm so scared of failing on cd coz I know if I cheat then I won't get back on the wagon. I feel if I eat outside of aam week then it's total cheating and would eat something even worse!! I know I would, that's the way I am, all or nothing, although this is the first time I've opted for NOTHING!
sorry for having a moan guys, I just want to eat...and even more sorry for listing foods in my post, I hate to read about food sometimes.... I've seen a few tickers with food on them, omg, I have to look away at times, honestly.... why put food in peoples face when we can't eat it, it's total torture to those on soul source???? this may sound over the top but the last thing I want to see when people are posting is a bladdy big hamburger at the end of it. I may sound over the top today...don't care though, I'm bladdy starvin!!!!
HAVE A NICE DAYYEEEEEEEE