So I am back again!

Found today so so easy. I can stick to CD with ease when I'm working/after work. Feeling good today, apart from bad stomach ache again! Hope I'm not starting with the stomach pain from hell again.

Started my job application today, but then I worked out if I was to commute from Leeds to Manc (which I would have to for a while) it would cost £280 a month!! Which would mean after paying my rent and bills I'd have £150 left for the month so wouldn't even be able to do CD, and that's before I've even tried to pay any of my credit card off. Starting to wonder if I should even bother applying :( I have no friends here as they all live back round my parents town or in Manchester, and im absolutely miserable which is why I want to move. I'm 21 and have no social life AT ALL except hanging out with my boyfriend! Just wish I had a girl friend who I could just call up and say 'I'm coming round for a chat' etc :( I don't know what to do.

Just walked home from work and it's boiling hot. Getting a headache so going to down some water!
 
How long would you have to commute for? Could you still do cd if you moved, caus there's a lot to pay up front isn't there if you move? So either way you could end up in the same situation with cd for a while, I say go for what makes you happy the most.
 
Until October at least because that's when the lease is up on our house here. If we moved it would be fine as we have £800 deposit from this house and if we couldn't get hold of that straight away my OH's parents would help us out. We are very lucky really because his Dad earns a lot so can give us a hand with stuff like moving and we can give them the money back. It's just the initial commute etc that would be a killer money wise! It would cost the same for me to just get a room in a shared house and live there in the week on my own. I need to win the lottery!!
 
No we signed for 12 months. We will have to move out anyway because the landlord wants to move back in the house!
 
Not really :( its the same company I work for but a completely different division so I'd have to work from that office. It's so frustrating, I just need to be near some friends because I'm really lonely here!!
 
Ok negativeness out of the way! Been 100 million percent again today. Knew I could get back in to the swing of things when I'm working! My topshop order arrived! They somehow managed to squeeze it through the letterbox!! I'm impressed haha. Quickly tried the top on which fits lovely (I wasn't expecting it to because I usually have to get a Topshop 16 when im a 14 elsewhere) but waiting for CDC to come round so can't try the play suit on yet. It looks quite large actually which is surprising! I bet I'll hate it!!

Crikey I need to calm down on the exclamation marks!!
 
The play suit fits (just!!!). I quite like it actually, I reckon it will look nice if I get another stone off with a belt round it :) here's a pic. Please ignore how dodgy it looks now, imagine it on a slimmer me haha. Also OH just text me saying he's made his target for bonus today so will get a nice few hundred £ just before we go to Bestival :D
 

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Thanks Shanny I'm really pleased as I was expecting a gain! Totally need to lose some more round my hips/stomach and it will fit really comfortably. I can't resist a sailor collar haha! :D
 
That looks like it fits fine, i love it! Well done on the loss, that's well good! You'll have the stone off ASAP the way you're going now!
 
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