so mad at myself! advice needed!

[Scarlett]

Hi all,

I am so frustrated with myself-
having spent the last 3 months (since post Xmas) struggling to restart SS I have actually grown in fatness and weight since then.Last year I stuck to CD 100% and lost 4 and a half stone. Now I am close to having regained all of that.

Everyday at the moment is like a battleground with my good voice/bad voice, with my bad voice ultimately winning, telling me I deserve a venti latte PLUS muffin, and then my day is "ruined" so I may as well eat whatever I like.

I have so many goals coming up- 1 weeks hols to visit my brother in San fran (in 2 and a half weeks) and my 30th birthday "treat" a week in NY (supposed to be shopping) mid may.

I am so mad I feel like cancelling both but can't because of DH and my dad whos taking me to SF. I can't believe I will experience another holiday of feeling uncomfortable because of my size and yet ITS ALL MY FAULT.

Honestly do not know what to do for the best right now... Know I want to be 5 stones slimmer... know that this is a brilliant diet... don't know how to tackle the next few weeks...

Sorry to rant... any advice appreciated.

x

 

[hotty25]

i had 5st 7lb to lose i now have 3st left.. just remember hun your life is in your hands only you can decide what to do with it and were be here the whole way xxx

 

[trapped.in.a.fat.persons.]

Look chick, u gotta decide, yes i am gonna get back on cd and do it 100%. So if you put it in2 context- depending on how fast ure body looses the weight, you could potentially loose a stone before you go 2 san fran (im basing that on 1st initial loss of around 7/8 pounds, that seems to be most peeps), and then potentially quite a bit before the ny trip. i mean, thats about what 5/6weeks? Thats alot of potential. And just imagine what more shopping choice you will have in ny????? Do it chick, and do it for yourself! You can, u no u can, cuz uve done it before. x x x x x

 

[hotty25]

and what above said lol