
so today(this eve)ive messed up big time,in the last 3 weeks ive been on weight matters and have been good,i first weighed 16stone7 and am now 14stone 8 alls been going well although its been hard ive been so determined, but today ive felt so very down,and yep ive gone and gorged on curry, rice ,crisp and birthday cake i feel so sad and have let myself and my babies down so much,im crying now how sad is that!:tear_drop:
what am i going to do,i know im goin straight back to ss tomorro,but will i have regained all my weight!am i now doomed,im such a faliure,sorry everyone for going on,i feel so sad:tear_drop:xxxx