shell09
Silver Member
Hi all!!
This whole diet mallarkey is such a rollercoaster isn't it?!
im on my seventh week n suddenly crumbling! I have alot more weight to loose.. around another 5 stone give or take. I have been so good and so into this diet for the past 6 weeks losing 26lb which im absolutely blown away with, so why o why am i about to destroy all my hard work!!
im kinda thinking this may be a long post!
My OH has been away for a month and is due back this friday night missed him so much, but its been a great motivator as in how much can i get rid of before he comes back, my last weigh in took me 2lbs short of the two stone mark so figured id hit the 2 stone on my friday weigh in right?? wrong!
so never had a prob with the water, but since sunday its all going up the wall!!
Sunday - didnt drink enough water but other than that stuck to the plan
monday- just about drank enough crammed it in at the end of the evening and then got really stressy with lil one and then..... ate dry cereal... like three handfulls! PIG
Tuesday- water really bad only half way now n its gone 8.30pm and cheated! I ate 2 mini packs of smarties and four marshmallows. what an idiot!
I don't even now what im doing I really don't. I so need to get this weight off this time and I dont want to fall off the wagon completely but Im worried these slip ups are gona escalate I know I shouldnt let them but im on a slippery road.
I been so tired this week after having insomnia last week all i wana do this week is sleep weird huh! so i think that hasnt helped with my motivation plus I think really missing oh now n lil ones nagging where is he i miss him etc AARRRGGHHH
Excuses excuses excuses I need a fresh start as of like now! not tomorrow not monday now!! I dont tell familly n friends if i have a slip up as they dont have much faith in cd so wanted to grass myself up somewhere in the hope il get a firm kick up the bum or atleast realise what the hell this is all about...
Anyway sorry for spouting on so much, Im gonna get some pictures posted before and during maybe that will help also thinking of starting a blog maybe.. ANYTHING!
Dya think its too late to still lose 2lb this week since last fri to this fri after all my naughtiness!
This whole diet mallarkey is such a rollercoaster isn't it?!
im on my seventh week n suddenly crumbling! I have alot more weight to loose.. around another 5 stone give or take. I have been so good and so into this diet for the past 6 weeks losing 26lb which im absolutely blown away with, so why o why am i about to destroy all my hard work!!
im kinda thinking this may be a long post!
My OH has been away for a month and is due back this friday night missed him so much, but its been a great motivator as in how much can i get rid of before he comes back, my last weigh in took me 2lbs short of the two stone mark so figured id hit the 2 stone on my friday weigh in right?? wrong!
so never had a prob with the water, but since sunday its all going up the wall!!
Sunday - didnt drink enough water but other than that stuck to the plan
monday- just about drank enough crammed it in at the end of the evening and then got really stressy with lil one and then..... ate dry cereal... like three handfulls! PIG
Tuesday- water really bad only half way now n its gone 8.30pm and cheated! I ate 2 mini packs of smarties and four marshmallows. what an idiot!
I don't even now what im doing I really don't. I so need to get this weight off this time and I dont want to fall off the wagon completely but Im worried these slip ups are gona escalate I know I shouldnt let them but im on a slippery road.
I been so tired this week after having insomnia last week all i wana do this week is sleep weird huh! so i think that hasnt helped with my motivation plus I think really missing oh now n lil ones nagging where is he i miss him etc AARRRGGHHH
Excuses excuses excuses I need a fresh start as of like now! not tomorrow not monday now!! I dont tell familly n friends if i have a slip up as they dont have much faith in cd so wanted to grass myself up somewhere in the hope il get a firm kick up the bum or atleast realise what the hell this is all about...
Anyway sorry for spouting on so much, Im gonna get some pictures posted before and during maybe that will help also thinking of starting a blog maybe.. ANYTHING!
Dya think its too late to still lose 2lb this week since last fri to this fri after all my naughtiness!