daisydoll
Gold Member
just having a bit of a think about things...
So, ive lost 3.5 stone, which is amazing -
but... i do feel a bit miffed when i compare it to what other people have lost in the same time - and i thought it was supposed to be a stone a month - so i'm in fact 'behind' by half a stone.
I'm really pleased to be in size 10/12 - and yes, i have just got into the healthy range but I know I need to probably lose another stone plus a few extra pounds to be slim - I still have rolls round my middle and chunky legs.
i'm not looking to be stick thin at all, but while absteining it seems daft to think about going onto RTM yet as I don't want to have to diet after to lose the last stone.
I had originally planned to stay in developers 4 weeks and lose about a stone - however i'm plodding along at 2lbs a week so its taking longer than i thought.
I have got several events coming up - seeing oasis/weekend in manchester, friends 40th weekend in Brighton, Glastonbury festival...
i was really hoping to be into RTM by then so i could eat/drink a little at least at these things - but have just been working it out and i'm possibly only going to be in week 1 or 2 for the first two events and by glasto i won't be drinking.
now i know in the big scheme of things its only a few days and i will be able to cope not eating/drinking - but i don't know if i want to cope!
I have been to many parties/meals etc while doing LL and enjoyed absteining... but think i have had enough?
Just feel fed up as this last bit seems to be going slower and i'm getting impatient i guess.
sorry for all that moaning...i don't know whats come over me tonight, i'm usually a very positive person - when i read this tomorrow i will be full of good advice for myself! it's helped writing it down tho
daisy x
So, ive lost 3.5 stone, which is amazing -
but... i do feel a bit miffed when i compare it to what other people have lost in the same time - and i thought it was supposed to be a stone a month - so i'm in fact 'behind' by half a stone.
I'm really pleased to be in size 10/12 - and yes, i have just got into the healthy range but I know I need to probably lose another stone plus a few extra pounds to be slim - I still have rolls round my middle and chunky legs.
i'm not looking to be stick thin at all, but while absteining it seems daft to think about going onto RTM yet as I don't want to have to diet after to lose the last stone.
I had originally planned to stay in developers 4 weeks and lose about a stone - however i'm plodding along at 2lbs a week so its taking longer than i thought.
I have got several events coming up - seeing oasis/weekend in manchester, friends 40th weekend in Brighton, Glastonbury festival...
i was really hoping to be into RTM by then so i could eat/drink a little at least at these things - but have just been working it out and i'm possibly only going to be in week 1 or 2 for the first two events and by glasto i won't be drinking.
now i know in the big scheme of things its only a few days and i will be able to cope not eating/drinking - but i don't know if i want to cope!
I have been to many parties/meals etc while doing LL and enjoyed absteining... but think i have had enough?
Just feel fed up as this last bit seems to be going slower and i'm getting impatient i guess.
sorry for all that moaning...i don't know whats come over me tonight, i'm usually a very positive person - when i read this tomorrow i will be full of good advice for myself! it's helped writing it down tho
daisy x