Hi everyone :wave_cry:
I'm Kelly and this Monday is going to be the start of a whole new life for me!! (I am so determined this time)
I did Cambridge diet a few years back and lost a fair bit of weight, This was all thrown out of the window as I became pregnant and of course stopped the diet.
I am now the same weight as I was when I was pregnant almost 2 years after having my beautiful baby boy 13.13:cry:
The hot weather is here again and once again I find myself wearing clothes that hides me and AGAIN making excuses to my 8 year old as to why we can't go swimming etc ...
I feel GUTTED that I have once again messed up and not had the willpower to stop eating the crap I know is making my weight balloon.
I actually have tears in my eyes writing this as putting it down on paper (so to speak) makes me face what it is I am doing to not only myself but my children.
I am always the mum who plays it ( we used to call it had) on the way home from school and does all the rides, slides etc with the kids but more and more I am finding things/reasons to not do these things anymore.
For example .... Today the kids wanted to go on a pedal boat on the river, "Mum come on one too" The first thought was "what if the man says I am too heavy to go on" - I made my excuses again and again I missed out and watched from the sidelines.
I hope that writing this will be my motivation to keep on with my weight loss journey!
I don't want to to the fat mum who watched her kids do fun stuff, I want/need to be the mum who does everything with the kids again.
Can anyone give me any tips or advice to sticking to SS? - I have to do this one as I don't really eat food I just eat crisps, chocolate etc so for me not having food isn't an issue!
Also what sort of weight losses can I expect from my week 1? - Need the kick start I guess.
I want to get down to 10 stone and then who knows from there ...
Thanks for reading and sorry it was only meant to be a question post but once I started I couldn't stop! haha
Kelly Xxx
I'm Kelly and this Monday is going to be the start of a whole new life for me!! (I am so determined this time)
I did Cambridge diet a few years back and lost a fair bit of weight, This was all thrown out of the window as I became pregnant and of course stopped the diet.
I am now the same weight as I was when I was pregnant almost 2 years after having my beautiful baby boy 13.13:cry:
The hot weather is here again and once again I find myself wearing clothes that hides me and AGAIN making excuses to my 8 year old as to why we can't go swimming etc ...
I feel GUTTED that I have once again messed up and not had the willpower to stop eating the crap I know is making my weight balloon.
I actually have tears in my eyes writing this as putting it down on paper (so to speak) makes me face what it is I am doing to not only myself but my children.
I am always the mum who plays it ( we used to call it had) on the way home from school and does all the rides, slides etc with the kids but more and more I am finding things/reasons to not do these things anymore.
For example .... Today the kids wanted to go on a pedal boat on the river, "Mum come on one too" The first thought was "what if the man says I am too heavy to go on" - I made my excuses again and again I missed out and watched from the sidelines.
I hope that writing this will be my motivation to keep on with my weight loss journey!
I don't want to to the fat mum who watched her kids do fun stuff, I want/need to be the mum who does everything with the kids again.
Can anyone give me any tips or advice to sticking to SS? - I have to do this one as I don't really eat food I just eat crisps, chocolate etc so for me not having food isn't an issue!
Also what sort of weight losses can I expect from my week 1? - Need the kick start I guess.
I want to get down to 10 stone and then who knows from there ...
Thanks for reading and sorry it was only meant to be a question post but once I started I couldn't stop! haha
Kelly Xxx