hey Chrisy
Believe in yourself that you can do it , dont blame other ppl if you fall off the rails and take one day at a time and stay focused on why your doing this.
Always have a bottle of water with you to sip and dont think the whole diet will be as bad as the first few days!
I was your kinda weight when I started CD and I lost just short of a stone first week and 3 stone in 7 weeks , Im sure you could too
best of luck hunni
Jo x