myrtlemoo
Full Member
I've been trying to get back into SS since last Wednesday... and managed first three days, through the headaches and the hunger pangs.
On Saturday I absolutely crashed, picking at crisps and chocolate but picked myself up, ready to start again on Sunday. I was fine until the rest of the family had finished their dinner and I started picking at the leftovers (how gross is that!!) After that I couldn't stop, nibbling at anything I could get my hands on. The worst of it is that I've been doing it all in secret, sneaking about, pinching food when no-one's looking. In the end on Sunday night I made myself some toast.
Yesterday again I woke up feeling positive, managed all day in work, had my soup at lunch time and another soup when I got home at dinner time. Had to pick up daughters and went to the garage and got chocolate to have while I was waiting!! Grrrr just can't understand why I can't get back into this.
So, here I am again.... Tuesday, I've been drinking my water, haven't had any packs as yet - normally have lunch, dinner and one in the evening - but I just want to sit and cry because I'm feeling such a failure.
In my head I know I'm not because I've already lost 4.5 stone but I've still got a long way to go and will not give up - just finding it incredibly hard at the minute :cry:
Sorry for the long post peeps but can't talk to hubby as I'd feel so guilty telling him that I'm failing.
On Saturday I absolutely crashed, picking at crisps and chocolate but picked myself up, ready to start again on Sunday. I was fine until the rest of the family had finished their dinner and I started picking at the leftovers (how gross is that!!) After that I couldn't stop, nibbling at anything I could get my hands on. The worst of it is that I've been doing it all in secret, sneaking about, pinching food when no-one's looking. In the end on Sunday night I made myself some toast.
Yesterday again I woke up feeling positive, managed all day in work, had my soup at lunch time and another soup when I got home at dinner time. Had to pick up daughters and went to the garage and got chocolate to have while I was waiting!! Grrrr just can't understand why I can't get back into this.
So, here I am again.... Tuesday, I've been drinking my water, haven't had any packs as yet - normally have lunch, dinner and one in the evening - but I just want to sit and cry because I'm feeling such a failure.
In my head I know I'm not because I've already lost 4.5 stone but I've still got a long way to go and will not give up - just finding it incredibly hard at the minute :cry:
Sorry for the long post peeps but can't talk to hubby as I'd feel so guilty telling him that I'm failing.