:cry:I don't want to do this no more, I am so unmotivated today, I ate yesterday because I had a falling out with my 18 year.
What's ironic, is that when we had sorted out our differences. I said to my 18 year old, I want a pizza, my 18 year said - why mum? you are on the programme and if you eat that will be defeating the object.
I simply dont know what the object is, I hate being obese, I want to be slimmer,fitter, but I am somewhat scared of not succeeding, everytime I start the programme - my aim is to keep going, but it never happens like that.
I hate being angry with myself, I am so tired and do you know what, I am angry at having to do this programme because I never asked to be obese.
Guy's I know I am being irrational,(it's a time of the month thing) Life can be such a female dog at times.
To all you beautiful people who have written to me - I am truly sorry for being negative.
Auj XXX
What's ironic, is that when we had sorted out our differences. I said to my 18 year old, I want a pizza, my 18 year said - why mum? you are on the programme and if you eat that will be defeating the object.
I simply dont know what the object is, I hate being obese, I want to be slimmer,fitter, but I am somewhat scared of not succeeding, everytime I start the programme - my aim is to keep going, but it never happens like that.
I hate being angry with myself, I am so tired and do you know what, I am angry at having to do this programme because I never asked to be obese.
Guy's I know I am being irrational,(it's a time of the month thing) Life can be such a female dog at times.
To all you beautiful people who have written to me - I am truly sorry for being negative.
Auj XXX