Today was my weigh in number 7.
I have done so well- Today I had lost another 4.5lbs meaning that in 7 weeks I have lost 1lb short of 3 stones, I have reduced from being well into the Morbidly Obese category to teetering on the edge of just being Obese, I have reduced my BMI to 40 and I am a shade under 20 stone for the first time in 6 years. I am wearing clothes I could not do up before and they are loose. Dozens of people have noticed and complimented me. My kids are proud as pinch and really supportive.
So what do I do? Go to work, forget my shake, feel terrible come in and stuff my face. I ate a turkey breast- and slapped it between two slices of bread, ate a dry cream cracker- and a slice of quiche.
What a stupid, silly, self destructive idiot. Truly wish I could make myself sick. And I did not enjoy even a mouthful of this food. I've really struggled since AAM week to stay on SS.
Somebody kick me!
I have done so well- Today I had lost another 4.5lbs meaning that in 7 weeks I have lost 1lb short of 3 stones, I have reduced from being well into the Morbidly Obese category to teetering on the edge of just being Obese, I have reduced my BMI to 40 and I am a shade under 20 stone for the first time in 6 years. I am wearing clothes I could not do up before and they are loose. Dozens of people have noticed and complimented me. My kids are proud as pinch and really supportive.
So what do I do? Go to work, forget my shake, feel terrible come in and stuff my face. I ate a turkey breast- and slapped it between two slices of bread, ate a dry cream cracker- and a slice of quiche.
What a stupid, silly, self destructive idiot. Truly wish I could make myself sick. And I did not enjoy even a mouthful of this food. I've really struggled since AAM week to stay on SS.
Somebody kick me!