Still slimming Suzy
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Hi
I have started a new diary as I need to put some closure on 2016.
Here is the Bridget Jones style hilights of 2016
Weight = maintain
Alcohol = Not enough considering ( lol )
So here is the high's and low's on the roller coaster of 2016 ( I pray this can not be repeated )
January - looking forward to a new year with the boyfriend.
February - Split up with the boyfriend for a few weeks then got back together. So all still good.
June - First 2 week holiday ever with the BF in our very long relationship. 5* hotel in Courfu. Everything just purfect. Met his family at a christening.
July - we split up for good. ( We are still friends and have both moved on but stilll there for each other. He has someone else. So not going back )
November - My brother go married.
3 days later my mum had a heart attack and died.
I was left to arrange everything myself. After my brother and his wife had got us to agree to the venue if the funeral, that we could do the buffett and the music at the crematrium.
After the funeral. They then said I had shut them out and I had hurt them. Also as I was too cheeful and friendly to people at the funeral I was disrespectful to my mum. The truth was mum and I would go out every Thursday after I had weighed in and would sometimes discuss what she would want at her wake. The answer was always the same. Go to the pub talk about the good times and enjoy a drink together. I had a friendly nature ( which is comming back after it was knocked out of me with all the shouting and gossiping behind my back. ) and for me to be any different with the people that were at the funeral would have been more disrespectful to mum.
Have the men in the white coats come and dragged me away.... NO.... Because I have two amazing friends ( @skinnydawn & Helen ) and there husbands, my dad, the ex and his family, my Aunti Pat and Uncle Graham, June and Lawrencenall looking out for me. This is my Family.
After 41 years of trying to please my Auntie Y and a few other members of my family putting them before me and getting the nickname of Cinderella. It has all come to a grinding hault and it is now my time.
Bring on 2017 and all you have to throw at me.
I have started a new diary as I need to put some closure on 2016.
Here is the Bridget Jones style hilights of 2016
Weight = maintain
Alcohol = Not enough considering ( lol )
So here is the high's and low's on the roller coaster of 2016 ( I pray this can not be repeated )
January - looking forward to a new year with the boyfriend.
February - Split up with the boyfriend for a few weeks then got back together. So all still good.
June - First 2 week holiday ever with the BF in our very long relationship. 5* hotel in Courfu. Everything just purfect. Met his family at a christening.
July - we split up for good. ( We are still friends and have both moved on but stilll there for each other. He has someone else. So not going back )
November - My brother go married.
3 days later my mum had a heart attack and died.
I was left to arrange everything myself. After my brother and his wife had got us to agree to the venue if the funeral, that we could do the buffett and the music at the crematrium.
After the funeral. They then said I had shut them out and I had hurt them. Also as I was too cheeful and friendly to people at the funeral I was disrespectful to my mum. The truth was mum and I would go out every Thursday after I had weighed in and would sometimes discuss what she would want at her wake. The answer was always the same. Go to the pub talk about the good times and enjoy a drink together. I had a friendly nature ( which is comming back after it was knocked out of me with all the shouting and gossiping behind my back. ) and for me to be any different with the people that were at the funeral would have been more disrespectful to mum.
Have the men in the white coats come and dragged me away.... NO.... Because I have two amazing friends ( @skinnydawn & Helen ) and there husbands, my dad, the ex and his family, my Aunti Pat and Uncle Graham, June and Lawrencenall looking out for me. This is my Family.
After 41 years of trying to please my Auntie Y and a few other members of my family putting them before me and getting the nickname of Cinderella. It has all come to a grinding hault and it is now my time.
Bring on 2017 and all you have to throw at me.