Littleslimmingbee
Gold Member
Hi Guys!!
Most of you will know me, but is suspect there are a fair new faces to say hello to also- hope you are all well and still successful on your slimmingworld journeys. I havnt been away, i promise! Iv still be updating my picture albums so you can see my ever expanding waist and keeping up with the pregnancy thread.. however i have severely neglected the rest of the sw board and so i must appologise. Its mainly out of pure embarressment.
Im 19 weeks preggo on thurs, so barely half way through and to my knowlege around a stone and a half, possibly more now heavier than when i fell pregnant at my target weight of 10st. sob.
Once i saw 10 st 11lbs on the scales i handed my book back to my sw consultant and told her to write it in but to no longer tell me, i was leaving class in tears most weeks and really felt it was ruining the experiance.. no matter how many times someone says 'oh but your pregnant!" its very hard to watch it pile on when youv worked so damn hard to get it off.
Anyways, i cannot blame it all on pregnancy, i havnt been good.. not at all. I try, but i fail and am disgusted to say i have fallen into such old ways of eating, i cannot even manage one day on plan. I need a severe kick up the bum. Im still going to class weekly, but will face the rath of my consultant in fullforce tomo and im sure she'l give me what for. Cos shes like that and i love her for it.
Im really ready to get my head back in it, because deep down i know its gone too far now- its not just the weight gain, its my whole attitude and its appauling.
SO please, i beg you my lovely friends! Take me back, show me the light. ..
xx
Most of you will know me, but is suspect there are a fair new faces to say hello to also- hope you are all well and still successful on your slimmingworld journeys. I havnt been away, i promise! Iv still be updating my picture albums so you can see my ever expanding waist and keeping up with the pregnancy thread.. however i have severely neglected the rest of the sw board and so i must appologise. Its mainly out of pure embarressment.
Im 19 weeks preggo on thurs, so barely half way through and to my knowlege around a stone and a half, possibly more now heavier than when i fell pregnant at my target weight of 10st. sob.
Once i saw 10 st 11lbs on the scales i handed my book back to my sw consultant and told her to write it in but to no longer tell me, i was leaving class in tears most weeks and really felt it was ruining the experiance.. no matter how many times someone says 'oh but your pregnant!" its very hard to watch it pile on when youv worked so damn hard to get it off.
Anyways, i cannot blame it all on pregnancy, i havnt been good.. not at all. I try, but i fail and am disgusted to say i have fallen into such old ways of eating, i cannot even manage one day on plan. I need a severe kick up the bum. Im still going to class weekly, but will face the rath of my consultant in fullforce tomo and im sure she'l give me what for. Cos shes like that and i love her for it.
Im really ready to get my head back in it, because deep down i know its gone too far now- its not just the weight gain, its my whole attitude and its appauling.
SO please, i beg you my lovely friends! Take me back, show me the light. ..
xx